
Cauliflour
The masochist who doodles.
- Mar 24, 2025
- 402
It's been almost 200 days since I tried to kill myself and I swear my sex drive has gone way down in that time and it's not like I'm 80 or something so is this like a side effect of increased feelings of suicidality and immense guilt for potentially killing off a personality? I don't want to go into details but it wasn't very high to begin with judging off the frequency people online say they look up porn, but like the timing can't be a coincidence, right? And no I'm not going to a gynecologist or anyone to do with that stuff as I'm too modest for my own good. Hell, even making this post is making me feel uncomfy but it's the best place I think to ask and I should stop being such a dork anyway.