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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Experienced
Mar 17, 2026
206
Positioned against a tree. In the state forest. I don't want to blow off my head and traumatize first responders. What if my family wants an open casket? So I'll aim through my heart. Should be foolproof.

Question is, how long will I be conscious? Will it hurt? I'd hope I'll be out within seconds from blood loss. But maybe longer?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
482
Don't know. I'm still considering using a 12G in my mouth but leaning towards sn. Shottie in the mouth should be near instantaneous..... Not sure about Shottie to the chest, sorry.
 
ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
259
Depending on the entry damage and when it hits the heart, I'm sure you'll experience maybe a moment or two of intense pain before passing.
 

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