burninghill
Arcanist
- Dec 2, 2025
- 438
not much has happened. I'm still pretty miserable. I had to vaguely ask a lecturer not to post a photo of me today because of the self-harm scabs that were visible (except I didn't tell him that, I just asked him not to post anything with me in it from today and that I couldn't elaborate). My mum follows the course instagram so... could've been bad.
I'm still suicidal, obviously. I'm working on creating some form of a timeplan. I'm very busy. Gonna finish a big, bold painting in early april, go out for my birthday the next week and then have some friends over. I'm just unsure whether to attempt between my birthday and the end of my uni year or wait until the summer. It being warmer would be nice, considering I'm going to kill myself outside.
I don't know, I don't have a lot to say. I'm kind of just desperate to talk to people, so, hi lmao. Please talk to me if you read this
I'm still suicidal, obviously. I'm working on creating some form of a timeplan. I'm very busy. Gonna finish a big, bold painting in early april, go out for my birthday the next week and then have some friends over. I'm just unsure whether to attempt between my birthday and the end of my uni year or wait until the summer. It being warmer would be nice, considering I'm going to kill myself outside.
I don't know, I don't have a lot to say. I'm kind of just desperate to talk to people, so, hi lmao. Please talk to me if you read this
