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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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please help me with my shopping list, and if you think anything else could come in handy:

#1 SN (at least 98%, not the bullshit 6% one)

#2 a scale to measure both water and the SN

#3 meto (if i can find it... this is still my biggest struggle so far)

#4 possibly a test kit, either the stripes or whatever else type of test there is. does anyone know what type of tests exists for SN?

#5 plastic cups... right now i have a bunch of mixed size cups, but it will be easier to distribute the doses correctly, if the cups are the same size.

#6 benzos (this will also be very difficult for me to find)

#7 possibly plastic or wooden spoons, because i heard the SN touching metal can cause a reaction you don't want.
idk if it's true, but better safe than sorry

#8 a puke bucket/bag
 
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ketopia

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#9 your favorite pastry for before you start your fast <3
 
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what AE are you going to get if you cant get meto?
 
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Chloraseptic, Binaca, Lidocaine Oral Solution, mints, etc........... something strong to help with the aftertaste, or something to numb the mouth/tastebuds.
 
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Bunyunt

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#4 possibly a test kit, either the stripes or whatever else type of test there is. does anyone know what type of tests exists for SN?
I recommend looking at Stan's guide for this. It was helpful for me.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I have a list too. I have almost everything already. I can't wait for KTB day. I wish you luck, may everything work out for you 💚
 
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polm

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May 3, 2025
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#2 that's a good idea # 6 I don't have benzos either
Thinking about propping self up
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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Chloraseptic, Binaca, Lidocaine Oral Solution, mints, etc........... something strong to help with the aftertaste, or something to numb the mouth/tastebuds.
good idea. i googled them all, besides mints ofc. Chloraseptic looks most appealing to me.
i'm just paranoid that things like that could interfere with the SN.
but that's probably just paranoia.

i think i'll take the SN, and try to go without these things... and if i puke from the 2nd glass of SN also, then i will have Chloraseptic as a help tool for that.
and you don't really swallow the Chloraseptic, at least very little of it, i'd assume.

and it looks easy to obtain also
I have a list too. I have almost everything already. I can't wait for KTB day. I wish you luck, may everything work out for you 💚
thanks a lot! can i hear your list? :)
what AE are you going to get if you cant get meto?
that's my own question. someone said animal meto is the same drug as meto for humans, so maybe i'd go to some sort of pet shop if they sell it without prescription
I recommend looking at Stan's guide for this. It was helpful for me.
you have a link for that?
additions i just remembered:
straws (so the SN doesn't touch the tongue as much)
and some gloves
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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Sure. Here's my list:
SN 2 packs, Metoclopramide, Propranolol large pack, Hydroxyzine (like benzo), gram scales, Methenic blue (I hope I won't have to resuscitate myself and SN will help, I calculated the dosage), Butterfly Needle #21 3 pcs, Infusion System, Saline solution 200 ml, Syringe 2 pcs, Adhesive tape roll, Distilled water 1 l 2 bottles, Disposable shot glasses 100 ml, Test strips for aquarium, Sealed containers, Medical tourniquet with clasp, Table fan, Plastic spoons, Cranberry puree with sugar, glass jar 1l 2 pcs
Everything mixed up, this is for KTB, for tests and for resuscitation, just in case, and to rinse your mouth.
I had some things initially, bought some, maybe I'll add some more.
I did not include Paracetamol because it is not recommended if you are taking benzos
 
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that's my own question. someone said animal meto is the same drug as meto for humans, so maybe i'd go to some sort of pet shop if they sell it without prescription

interesting, i didn't know thats a thing but im pretty sure it will taste like shit just like any edible product made for animals
 
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AnoAno3

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Is bromazolam a good alternative for benzos? On page 111 of PPEH it states that 200mg is enough as an alternative for benzos.
 
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madwoman8

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Thanks for this list, been starting to gather things. I was thinking of using a bath towel for through up, but I like the thought of cloth bag (softer less loud) which I already have from reusable grocery bags. Been debating whether I should get adult diapers for less of a mess. I feel bad I want to lay in my bed bc I want to be as comfy as possible and a tarp sounds not great to lay on so I don't know what to lay down for that. If you don't have a measuring cup to measure 50 ml of water you'd need that or something equivalent. I'm going to have my stuff gathered in a basket so it's all there and will make sure things are labeled so it gets discarded. I think it'd be important to label the cups so no one drinks any extras you may have made.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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whats the needles for?
For testing, instead of a pipette. And if you have to collect methylene blue and add it to the saline solution (I hope it won't come to that, I really count on SN)
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
681
methylene blue
this is the first im hearing of this, i quickly researched it.
it's basically an anti-venom type thing for SN?
but can also be fatal?
I think it'd be important to label the cups so no one drinks any extras you may have made.
good idea. ill do that too. ill probably draw a death skull
 
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Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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I'm thinking of labeling the glasses as cyanide. They'd give me more sodium nitrite to treat it, although I don't know if it would work. I don't know if I'll be able to fool the doctors
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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I'm thinking of labeling the glasses as cyanide. They'd give me more sodium nitrite to treat it, although I don't know if it would work. I don't know if I'll be able to fool the doctors
omg hahahaha! thats very clever, actually
 
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Thanks, haha, but I don't know if it would work. I don't think doctors are stupid, but oh well. I thought about sodium azide, but it doesn't have an antidote, and cyanide is treated with sodium nitrite. What if it's too late? We're either blue as a smurf or red as a tomato with . cyanide and sn so, if they see you blue, I don't think they'll give you sodium nitrite. cyanide makes you red as a tomato. Anyway, I don't think we can cheat, but who knows?
But if they give us more sn and we manage to fool them, the outcome would be fatal and better
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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Thanks, haha, but I don't know if it would work. I don't think doctors are stupid, but oh well. I thought about sodium azide, but it doesn't have an antidote, and cyanide is treated with sodium nitrite. What if it's too late? We're either blue as a smurf or red as a tomato with . cyanide and sn so, if they see you blue, I don't think they'll give you sodium nitrite. cyanide makes you red as a tomato. Anyway, I don't think we can cheat, but who knows?
But if they give us more sn and we manage to fool them, the outcome would be fatal and better
exactly. i didnt even know that the antidote for cyanide is SN.
 
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exactly. i didnt even know that the antidote for cyanide is SN.
There's another one, but I don't know what it's called. I think it's Hydroxocobalamin. I don't know if it would be useful for the deception or if they would give it to us or not. I'm still researching my protocol. Hugs
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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There's another one, but I don't know what it's called. I think it's Hydroxocobalamin. I don't know if it would be useful for the deception or if they would give it to us or not. I'm still researching my protocol. Hugs
alright :hug:
 
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