She only gets better and I can only get worse.

[LoveIsLonely]

I went to a show with my ex last night and it was my first time seeing her in four months. It felt like every time she started talking about our time separated it was some story of improvement or growth. I truly love her and I want her to find her Happiness. I just wish I could be the one to make her happy and give her the perfect life she deserves. I know she will find a path that leads to a bright future that I am in no way a part of. I just hope my death doesn't slow her down.

 

[zhaim]

i feel this. my ex and i broke up but i can't blame her because it was all my fault. she completely hates me and is disgusted with me. and i feel the same way she does about myself. all i can do now is wish her a better life and that she finds people who will take better care of her than i ever did. i hope that whatever you go on to do, you are able to find peace within yourself.

 

[LoveIsLonely]

i feel this. my ex and i broke up but i can't blame her because it was all my fault. she completely hates me and is disgusted with me. and i feel the same way she does about myself. all i can do now is wish her a better life and that she finds people who will take better care of her than i ever did. i hope that whatever you go on to do, you are able to find peace within yourself.

Thank you for the response. It hurts to not be in her life but, I really do wish her the best. I am trying to find peace but things are not looking good. I hope you find your peace too.

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

Yeah, I do wish my ex the best, but when a friend said she really had her stuff together my heart dropped. I can't understand it, but it was there.

 

[LoveIsLonely]

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Yeah, I do wish my ex the best, but when a friend said she really had her stuff together my heart dropped. I can't understand it, but it was there.

I know the feeling all too well. It hurts because you wanted to be the one to be there for her. At least that's what I feel. I want to be the one to help her and be with her.