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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
377
Thank you ❤️
 
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Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
One of my poems translated by me into English. Poetry in my language is hard to translate due to differences in idioms and language mechanisms but this should be accurate.

Vision of the city

i saw
gray masses of grey people
angels waited for their turn
among them with closed wings
in shop queue

devils during nights
sweeped up streets
from remains
of people dreams

i heard
gray prayers of gray people
begging for the end of the world
when they silently said
thy kingdome come
angels whispered
thy will be done

devils during nights
sweeped up streets
from remains
of people dreams
 
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4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
I have briefly scanned through some of the stuff here and I must say, there is so much talent on this forum. I love the variety in the artwork, the written, creative projects, music, filmography and so forth. Lots of beautiful and talented people creating and capturing amazing things. It is a bit intimidating! With that said, remember that art and hobbies isn't about competition, its about expressing yourself, being creative and using your imagination, an outlet or an escape or simply enjoying yourself, so for those that are afraid to post, don't be.

Here are two things from me. The first is a Claymation I did 25 or more years ago. It was my first and only. I did it in a couple of hours using a very cheap usb digital camera (they were low res and new tech back then). The second is an example of me writing something and recording it. I rarely play and its even rarer that I record anything and when I do it is as I creating it, so there will be lots of mistakes. When it comes to the guitar, I do not know any songs. When I create something it is also a short tune or melody, never anything complete. I will randomly tune each string to a different note then fiddle around until I create something. I was never good at writing anything in standard tuning (Those who know a little about instruments will understand what I am talking about). The random notes force you outside the box.



 
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MindFrog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
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Dreamlike Reality

Dreamlike Reality

Bedhead 💤
Nov 29, 2021
74
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Here are some fan arts of my favorite game! :]
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
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Dreamlike Reality

Bedhead 💤
Nov 29, 2021
74
dr albert krueger!! i love that game, your art style is super cute and i love your colouring
Thank you!!
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I've got more art, I don't know if it's polite to post twice in a row . . . Oh well. More Dinoverse fanart, first one was just a silly thing I made about how I adapt the characters into my style with a few headcanons mixed in . . . And the second one . . . Victor's beverage of the day (Horrible Listerine Concoction) !!!!
 
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
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S-Memo (Galaxy S4)
 
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SoulAsylum

><
Dec 11, 2021
7
I wish to be the one I once used to be
Living in the moment happy and carefree

I wish to be free from my pain and pills
I wish to be calm, collected, and chill

Free from the chaos and constant violence
Free from the thugs who all wish to silence

To live life with no drama or cloudy confusions
Devoid of all trappings and dangerous illusions

Unafraid to take chances and express raw emotions
As I navigate the deep waters of my turbulent ocean

And as old and cliche as this shit may all sound
Time goes by way too freaking fast

But while the past can't be changed, tomorrow is still unwritten
I am still the sole author of my book

Still wishing to be the one I once used to be
Living in the moment happy and carefree

I wish to be free from all who are rotten
But in time, these words will have long been forgotten

SA1
 
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Illcryaboutitlater

A Jigglypuff that lost her Mic
Dec 11, 2021
43
This is my favorite i think.
 

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mk01

Member
Nov 18, 2021
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I'm a copycat, I wish I knew how to translate my own ideas onto a canvas. I make slight improvisations with each one, I just wish I had something entirely my own
 

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Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
Just a little story I wrote for university.
 

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lost_ally

Member
Nov 25, 2021
34


Music video for the song I wrote and sang. Although I wasn't the biggest fan of production as some words were cut in the middle. But the message is there.
Written last year when the darkness showed itself to the world.
 
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puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
Renanosuke ryuugu
Rena Ryuugu from Higurashi. Figurine study, sorry for hairy line art and shit shading (The figurine)
 
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TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
GLASS SILKSCREEN'D Christmas cards :: design em 4my family every year! Hopefully won't he around 4next! XM/Triggerhappy 20211225 065951
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I wish I could self harm. 15A377FE 12BB 460B 81C2 D2FCDE35F1CC
 
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SanguineHare

SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
One of the songs I am working on recording.

Shapeshifter


Feel myself slowly sinking
Whiskey coated lips because I've been drinking
Ask myself what was I thinking
Our time no longer ticking

I never cared for roses
Their thorns always cut me
Silent as the door closes
I found deaf ears to my plea

I found a way to gift the moon
Turns out you wanted just the sun
Surely not a love like Johnny and June
And you were surely not the one

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty

I rarely lost composure
Now I succumb to exposure
Three words I should have never told her
But they say time gives closure

Hidden in my shadow
I sit and contemplate
Wait for the drugs to plateau
A thirst I can't yet sate

I never learn my lesson
Infact I failed the class
They come with their aggression
Because I always date white trash

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty

You knew my love now know my pain
I know you like ones not quite sane
You said you were not just the same
I blindly listened rather than use my brain

I learned to find comfort in my despair
Yet the threads are binding
The lesson life's not fair
I'm quickly finding

My speech barely a whisper
I feel it coming on
You transform like a shapeshifter
Congrats you're in my song

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty​
 
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YMN

YMN

even a procrastinator in suicide
Nov 14, 2021
60
I draw as a hobby to pass the time and do fanart for stuff I like. Here's some art I've done recently.
As you can tell by my style I'm a filthy weeb.

Saw Unknown Unknown 1
 
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little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
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also my avatar. ain't hanging round r/opiates these days. still, junkie art.
I draw as a hobby to pass the time and do fanart for stuff I like. Here's some art I've done recently.
As you can tell by my style I'm a filthy weeb.

not the biggest weeb here but I might count as one. hiiiiiii! I love your art. how did you create them?
 
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YMN

even a procrastinator in suicide
Nov 14, 2021
60
not the biggest weeb here but I might count as one. hiiiiiii! I love your art. how did you create them?
Awww tysm! I love your art too. To answer your question, I use Clip Studio Paint and an old wacom tablet.
 
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little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
One of the songs I am working on recording.

Shapeshifter


Feel myself slowly sinking
Whiskey coated lips because I've been drinking
Ask myself what was I thinking
Our time no longer ticking

I never cared for roses
Their thorns always cut me
Silent as the door closes
I found deaf ears to my plea

I found a way to gift the moon
Turns out you wanted just the sun
Surely not a love like Johnny and June
And you were surely not the one

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty

I rarely lost composure
Now I succumb to exposure
Three words I should have never told her
But they say time gives closure

Hidden in my shadow
I sit and contemplate
Wait for the drugs to plateau
A thirst I can't yet sate

I never learn my lesson
Infact I failed the class
They come with their aggression
Because I always date white trash

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty

You knew my love now know my pain
I know you like ones not quite sane
You said you were not just the same
I blindly listened rather than use my brain

I learned to find comfort in my despair
Yet the threads are binding
The lesson life's not fair
I'm quickly finding

My speech barely a whisper
I feel it coming on
You transform like a shapeshifter
Congrats you're in my song

All of their hands have pinned me down
The scream was loud but without sound
Just like winter watch the birds all fly away
They truly never want to stay
Stitch it up and stop the bleeding
No matter what I get it does not stop my needing
I hear you like girls pretty
Too bad I'm always gritty​

I'm more a guitarist than a singer but I tried singing to these words. now you gotta show me your finished version some day. and see how that turned out differently to mine. if anyone of us died before the other did we gotta put it on our death note to send this to the other person. lol. nevermind.
 
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SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
I'm more a guitarist than a singer but I tried singing to these words. now you gotta show me your finished version some day. and see how that turned out differently to mine. if anyone of us died before the other did we gotta put it on our death note to send this to the other person. lol. nevermind.
I would love too. I've always been the singer for my own groups and stuff. I wish I was able to play some instruments. :)
 
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little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
I would love too. I've always been the singer for my own groups and stuff. I wish I was able to play some instruments. :)

I'm working on it already! can't plug in the amp these days or my family's gonna fight me. that's just another reason you don't wanna be a college drop-out. so I'd wiggle it with GB a lil bit. yeah, Garage Band. I wanna name myself that to show everyone how I can't afford Logic. /s

okay I wanna say you prolly mastered one instrument most people would dream of already: your voice. doesn't matter if you can't do a Judas Priest soprano ("soprano", lol) on Painkiller. you got your own groups and that's your own style. I know a street dude, plays acoustic real damn nice, tried singing to his guitar, then just knew I ain't gon be a singer. smh. nobody beats a stylish, suave-as-hell motherfucker - forgive my language. and I been sorta fixated on the word "suave". Idk.

so I'll send you that as soon as I possibly can. meanwhile it's exciting getting to know a band girl/guy/person on here. did some demos and stuff with HS friend back then. look back on them and well, real immature but so very interesting.

Edit: btw do you do production sorta stuff or play with electronic music of any kind? your avatar made me believe you might. now that's so much for "delusions" in my head. /s
 
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SanguineHare

SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
I'm working on it already! can't plug in the amp these days or my family's gonna fight me. that's just another reason you don't wanna be a college drop-out. /s. so I'd wiggle it with GB a lil bit. yeah, Garage Band. lol.

okay I wanna say you prolly mastered one instrument most people would dream of already: your voice. doesn't matter if you can't do a Judas Priest soprano ("soprano", lol) on Painkiller. you got your own groups and that's your own style. I know a street dude, plays acoustic real damn nice, tried singing to his guitar, then just knew I ain't gon be a singer. smh. nobody beats a stylish, suave-as-hell motherfucker - forgive my language. and I been sorta fixated on the word "suave". Idk.

so I'll send you that as soon as I possibly can. meanwhile it's exciting getting to know a band girl/guy/person on here. did some demos and stuff with HS friend back then. look back on them and well, real immature but so very interesting.
Your family sounds charming. That is one of the benefits of me living on my own though I suppose. No one gets mad at me for randomly singing.

Suave is a good word, but a terrible brand of shampoo. :D

I think as long as the people forming music are having fun then in the end that's all that really matters. Time for us to make a band together Little Helpers. :D

EDIT: I just saw your edit. I don't make any myself but I would be interested in learning. I really enjoy 90s synth styled music.
 
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little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
Your family sounds charming. That is one of the benefits of me living on my own though I suppose. No one gets mad at me for randomly singing.

Suave is a good word, but a terrible brand of shampoo. :D

I think as long as the people forming music are having fun then in the end that's all that really matters. Time for us to make a band together Little Helpers. :D

yeeeeaaaaah motherfuckers I'm getting into a band!! lol.

I laughed a bit too hard on the shampoo one. choked on my own spit and now my voice is further screwed to the point of no return. voice committed suicide before I did. fuck you, voice! /s

I'm 150% sure the "charming" thing is intended as a joke. sarcasm even. and I truly enjoyed that one. unironically. maybe you said that cuz that's *your* family too. if so, I relate. if not, you need to re-send them a Christmas card with "y'all real charming motherfuckers!" on it if you didn't already. /s
 
SanguineHare

SanguineHare

Demon Bunny Queen
Dec 16, 2021
74
yeeeeaaaaah motherfuckers I'm getting into a band!! lol.

I laughed a bit too hard on the shampoo one. choked on my own spit and now my voice is further screwed to the point of no return. voice committed suicide before I did. fuck you, voice! /s

I'm 150% sure the "charming" thing is intended as a joke. sarcasm even. and I truly enjoyed that one. unironically. maybe you said that cuz that's *your* family too. if so, I relate. if not, you need to re-send them a Christmas card with "y'all real charming motherfuckers!" on it if you didn't already. /s
One of us. One of us. Gooble Gabble. Gooble Gabble.

I myself don't actually have a family anymore. I was pretty much disowned which I am okay with at this point.

I'd DM you by now but I still don't have the ability to on this site. Starting to seem like it will never unlock for me.
 
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little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
One of us. One of us. Gooble Gabble. Gooble Gabble.

I myself don't actually have a family anymore. I was pretty much disowned which I am okay with at this point.

I'd DM you by now but I still don't have the ability to on this site. Starting to seem like it will never unlock for me.

TL;DR: if I scared you with fucking long confessions just run for your life and you good. lol. but I mean it. I do.

it's hard for me to be able to really view them (mine, yours) as family too. when it clearly doesn't do anything a family is meant for, and did/does all it isn't supposed to do. it's "family" in name. a household at most. one where I'm now kept but totally not wanted. strictly for "motherfucker go get sober and choose life" purposes. well I started during HS so I always got a way to score and to use. right in their fucking bathroom. and when there's all the ways you can ctb in a psych ward, they'd have to be really ignorant thinking the bus doesn't stop here either.

I actually liked it better when they kind of disowned me. college, that was. doesn't matter rent wasn't coming. I got way too much connection, way too attached to the streets, that I could've run off with twenty different people anyways. now *that* was a *lot* of choices. and I could've said farewell to rent forever. replace four roommates in a 1B1B apt with hella lot of roommates you like and know well dispersed 'cross an open area. maybe it's the California weather making me say that. but I know what it's like sitting 'round ampm smoking a swisher with buddy at 3 a.m. in rainy winters. my ass was gon freeze. but I honestly couldn't care less. Idk if I still want that at this point. whether it means more to have shelter or to have real human connection. nobody should have to throw one away to get a ticket for the other. but that *is* the situation right here and it doesn't help that I been chronically suicidal.

this is whatever though. not many people got to be on here if their life hasn't already been a "whatever" to themselves. and I'm just another one. and that is whatever as well. I said things that might be too personal for you or for this thread. and you don't have to give a shit as to if you should make me feel heard. I already feel heard. knowing we share a sentiment. possibly experiences. and the funny thing is I sort of wanted to say all of this just becuz I want you to feel heard.

Edit: don't know 'bout the PM thing too well cuz it hasn't been locked for me since day one. you can try settings (it's HELLA long and complicated JUST LIKE my comment lol). if it's too much effort you might want to post that in off-topic section or see if you stumble upon one in the searchbar.

Edit: Edit: I like profile comments a bit better than PMing. if you also happen to feel that way I can comment on yours than mislead this thread with my terrible etiquette lol. is etiquette a Reddit thing only? regardless, *if* you want that *and* don't mind others seeing your post history, you can go to settings and make your profile open. someone had to teach me this as well who was taught by someone else as well. lol.
take care.
 
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