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Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
- Nov 3, 2019
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			this is wicked good!!! your brain is amazing
 
			
		
		 
			
		
		 
			
		
		 
			
		
		 
			
		
		 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			Writing lyrics to instrumentals helps me cope w/ my emotions... Here's "part of life"
Lyrics
[v1]
if you love me, let me go
i wanna go ghost, yes
i'm better on my own
i'm not scared to die alone, yes
i don't need you to say "don't"
good on you for being decent
either way i will be leaving
got no will i got no reason
[chorus]
i done had better days, and i had better nights
i can't bear the ups and downs but i guess that's part of life
but they told me, "it gets better" so then i put down the knife
then the days turned into years and still i'm not fucking alright
[v2]
life is nothing but a lie
do or don't, there is no try, no
i see only black and white
no grey matter in my mind, no
it's all just a waste of time
so i'll leave it all behind me
you're never gonna find me
and i was never hiding
[repeat chorus]
[bridge x2]
it's all part of life
hoping for a moment to feel satisfied
wondering if it all was worth the sacrifice
trying to find the meaning of why i'm alive
all my life
[repeat chorus]
 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
 
 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
					
				 
					
				 
 
 
		
				
				
			Wow, what medium is this?This one speaks to meeeee it's incredible!
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inspired by a really bad day when all I wanted to do was scream. Aptly titled: #scream
 
		
				
				
			Ipad Pro - Procreate with standard brushesWow, what medium is this?
 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			 
		
				
				
			It's a long story, but there was actually a short time in 2007 when I was a little better and I could even stand in front of the camera
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