[SH TW] Cutting feels really good

[Gstreater]

I've been taking medicine and trying to be more sociable, but the only way I feel anything is when I cut. I'm excited, focused and the closest I get to happy. I'm not really sure why honestly. I still have to do it moderation since I know how I am but other than that it's been a positive experience.

 

[loneloser]

I don't want to encourage it but yeah, same with me. I may not feel happy but I just get to feel something. And that's enough for me. I feel it more when the cuts brush up against my long sleeves (Even though it's probably unsanitary or whatever).

 

[iwishtoturnbacktime]

I cut myself because I'm to scared to CTB, but each night that goes by without my girlfriend who CTB alone makes me feel like shit. I miss her and I'm losing it every second. Why did I leave her alone, why. But I do feel something when I cut myself, I feel like I am alive and not dead, but I would have to wear long sleeve all day or an arm sleeve so that my parents don't see..

 

[Fate]

Same with me, it's the relief it gives you. Not sure if you've heard of this song, but it's one of my favourites.

 

[banger12]

I've been taking medicine and trying to be more sociable, but the only way I feel anything is when I cut. I'm excited, focused and the closest I get to happy. I'm not really sure why honestly. I still have to do it moderation since I know how I am but other than that it's been a positive experience.

Do what you need to but I'd advise against it. Although I understand the feeling, there were times when I'd do it too. But be sure to be careful. It's nice you have some relief at least, just sad it's something so risky.

 

[libertybellreplica]

Yeah idk it's wierd. Whenever I do it I have this huge grin on my face that is almost creepy. I don't know why it's almost like a reflex just to smile.

 

[kosmischerunfall]

it distracts me from the mental pain i have♡

 

[BllyNoM8s]

I've only cut myself once during an emotional breakdown, i used to hit myself a lot

 

[sximii]

Makes sense, I have it too. I don't even know why I do it it's just become a habit. They're several cm deep needed stitches on several occasions. I have no reason to do it, but I just do anyway. I'm so used to it that stopping sounds like such a scary change

 

[Jisatsu]

Gods I love cutting its the only thing that keeps me sane these days .

 

[NeoN0va]

I don't have the balls to cut, but I do love biting myself and being bitten by others. It's so relaxing and calming, it feels as if nothing else matters than the pleasure and pain I feel during the biting session. I currently have a person to bite me, but when alone, I can't bite as hard as others can. Wish I had a permanent person to bite me, its awesome.

 

[_Maya]

Same, i haven't cut myself in a while from being too unmotivated, but i remember it always gave me a strange feeling of bliss i enjoyed. I asphyxiate myself now and it gives me the same feeling i had with cutting.