kurikaesu
the thirteenth step
- Mar 15, 2026
- 12
alternatives to cutting? i remember seeing a thread here where someone would pour some substance into their eyes to cause burning. i accidentally went through this sort of pain recently from something unrelated and it really stuck with me. cutting is my primary method right now but because of the summer heat i cant wear jackets or pants all the time.
cutting my thighs rather than my arm works but it isnt hitting the same. the only thing i get out of it is the burning sensation afterwords thats really euphoric to feel on my thighs. i've been having stronger impulses to SH more lately and want to "treat" myself rather than feeling like i have to compensate. im open for any ideas, but i'd like to identify how to cause pain/ a burning feeling into my eyes more reliably if possible without blinding myself
cutting my thighs rather than my arm works but it isnt hitting the same. the only thing i get out of it is the burning sensation afterwords thats really euphoric to feel on my thighs. i've been having stronger impulses to SH more lately and want to "treat" myself rather than feeling like i have to compensate. im open for any ideas, but i'd like to identify how to cause pain/ a burning feeling into my eyes more reliably if possible without blinding myself