Severe frustration about lack of CTB

[lonleycrowdedwest]

I tried once and was only able to get around 10% of the ld50 of the drug. I want to die so bad but i'm afraid ill never be able to go through with it and ill just be fucing stuck here in hell

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel, I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to leave. All that I want is to pass away peacefully, more than anything I wish that it was easier to exit this world. I am sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate for it to end. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[hankbank3928]

I know what you mean, I have that same fear…

 

[symphony]

Oh god, I know. First, it's absolute shit that there's no method combining accessibility, speed, painlessness, effectiveness, etc., so we have to resort to pretty bottom-of-the-barrel options more often than not. And that survival instinct is a real bitch. It's the biggest reason I've repeatedly failed in the past, when I've even worked up the courage to attempt in the first place...

Wishing you peace and all the best to come.