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cookiencream

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Haven't tied the rope into place as I'm still practicing on hitting the carotids. Having trouble with the pressure I think...any suggestions on how to practice. I have to kneel as my closet isn't tall enough for me to stand in. I think the rope also isn't helping as it can't really clamp down (if that makes sense) it's not applying enough pressure even if I pull it extremely hard. I tried it on my arm and barely felt any pressure. Maybe I should tie the rope into place and use padding? Could be dangerous if I don't stand up in time tho....
 

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AnimeSlayersFan

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Do you know about neck anatomy? Cause I don't much, that has kept me safe too haha.
I'd say try to find what would be the method of
1. losing consciousness
2. losing the rest
you are looking for, and like specifically what should be happenning. I thought I knew about this cause I read a few posts, but it's harder than it seems at first, unless you just wanna do something stupid and try like a random method.
Don't rush that much, try to study up a bit on that. You will hurt yourself if you rush. I don't want you to suffer for nothing.
I remember there's a knot that kinda tigthens more and more the more weight you put on it, idk if that's what you are going for.
I don't quite understand the mechanisms on how this thing works.
But be kind to yourself, you seem really distressed at the moment.
 
cookiencream

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Do you know about neck anatomy? Cause I don't much, that has kept me safe too haha.
I'd say try to find what would be the method of
1. losing consciousness
2. losing the rest
you are looking for, and like specifically what should be happenning. I thought I knew about this cause I read a few posts, but it's harder than it seems at first, unless you just wanna do something stupid and try like a random method.
Don't rush that much, try to study up a bit on that. You will hurt yourself if you rush. I don't want you to suffer for nothing.
I remember there's a knot that kinda tigthens more and more the more weight you put on it, idk if that's what you are going for.
I don't quite understand the mechanisms on how this thing works.
But be kind to yourself, you seem really distressed at the moment.
I was about to say I was thankful to come across another super kind person, but then I noticed it's you again. Do you have any threads on how to lose consciousness? And...if you're comfortable can we be friends? You seem really nice
 
AnimeSlayersFan

AnimeSlayersFan

Student
Jul 18, 2025
125
I was about to say I was thankful to come across another super kind person, but then I noticed it's you again. Do you have any threads on how to lose consciousness? And...if you're comfortable can we be friends? You seem really nice
Should I take this as I'm not a nice person then? hshshshs I'm joking! We can 100% be friends, you can start a private conversation if you want, and while I have in the past heard a few things about losing consciousness, I'm not really that educated on it yet, and you seem super nice too!
 
cookiencream

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Should I take this as I'm not a nice person then? hshshshs I'm joking! We can 100% be friends, you can start a private conversation if you want, and while I have in the past heard a few things about losing consciousness, I'm not really that educated on it yet, and you seem super nice too!
I private conversation would be nice, the anime in your pfp looks soooo familiar but I can't remember the name
 

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