my grandma, in her late 70's or early 80's, actually stopped eating, and it seemed like somewhat of a suicide.
she was doing really bad and i think that was her mindset, to get peace that way.
i was overseas when she did pass, so i don't know all the details surrounding the exact cause.
i figured i could do it too, bc that way, i would die inside my own apartment, without any scary stuff like having to jump off a high building.
i don't want to hit any people walking by in the street. and i'm paranoid that i wouldn't be able to see clearly from such a high building and then by accident maybe hit someone.
so that's out of the question.
except maybe for one of those secluded "data towers" or what are they called?
in a place that nobody walks.
i also thought about jumping off a bridge somewhere, but i don't want to be reported missing all over the news.
i would really hate for that to happen.
i'd like to do it inside my own 4 walls somehow.
i don't have a car, but if i did, i would drive it somewhere secluded, and light some charcoal inside the car.
the charcoal method seems pretty peaceful, but i also read another horror story about someone who ended her own life that way.
but by accident, her husband also died when he opened the door to their house, and the fumes were so strong he passed out and died.
so you have to be really careful.
it's better to do it in a car far away from other people.
she was doing really bad and i think that was her mindset, to get peace that way.
i was overseas when she did pass, so i don't know all the details surrounding the exact cause.
i figured i could do it too, bc that way, i would die inside my own apartment, without any scary stuff like having to jump off a high building.
i don't want to hit any people walking by in the street. and i'm paranoid that i wouldn't be able to see clearly from such a high building and then by accident maybe hit someone.
so that's out of the question.
except maybe for one of those secluded "data towers" or what are they called?
in a place that nobody walks.
i also thought about jumping off a bridge somewhere, but i don't want to be reported missing all over the news.
i would really hate for that to happen.
i'd like to do it inside my own 4 walls somehow.
i don't have a car, but if i did, i would drive it somewhere secluded, and light some charcoal inside the car.
the charcoal method seems pretty peaceful, but i also read another horror story about someone who ended her own life that way.
but by accident, her husband also died when he opened the door to their house, and the fumes were so strong he passed out and died.
so you have to be really careful.
it's better to do it in a car far away from other people.
