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Bassem
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- Apr 12, 2023
- 35
I want to fix myself, myself. My therapists have betrayed me and hurt me many times over the years(multiple therapists), no one has fucked me up mentally and continue to as much as my parents, My friend group which Im not talking to as of now is very shallow and I'm very alien to them, Im their like 15th option. I know no one is going to help and I'm tired of waiting for help. But I also recognize my mental illness(Bipolar ,Borderline) and how my headspace is against me, I'm very good at convincing myself of certain things that ultimately don't help, may protect me sure but that protective bubble gets me nowhere, Im tired of rotting in the same spot