Self harm!!

[UnsureAboutLife]

Cutting my arm with a blade to try and make me feel so much better.. And all I feel is like shit. I feel so lonely in my head and feel like killing myself at times. What do I do

 

[Beautiful_Disgrace]

Do whatever makes you feel better. I didn't find any relief from cutting either. Seeing my scars all down my arm and legs just gives me more pain. I decided to smoke cigarette instead. Not sure why that makes me feel better but it does. So I keep doing it.

Life sucks and it's hard. Finding pleasures and comforts is even harder. So do what you have to do to find a way to find comfort in small things. It's better than nothing.

 

[UnsureAboutLife]

Do whatever makes you feel better. I didn't find any relief from cutting either. Seeing my scars all down my arm and legs just gives me more pain. I decided to smoke cigarette instead. Not sure why that makes me feel better but it does. So I keep doing it.

Life sucks and it's hard. Finding pleasures and comforts is even harder. So do what you have to do to find a way to find comfort in small things. It's better than nothing.

Hard at times, the scares remind me of failure, thx for the mgs x

 

[Beautiful_Disgrace]

My scars make me angry, because even when I harmed my body to show how I felt inside, people who claim to love me still didn't give a shit.

 

[UnsureAboutLife]

I know exactly what you mean.. The scars show people well this is how we feel look at my damaged arms, and they still couldn't care.. Fuck them hun

 

[Beautiful_Disgrace]

I know exactly what you mean.. The scars show people well this is how we feel look at my damaged arms, and they still couldn't care.. Fuck them hun

Exactly. Fuck them. I know better now and hopefully most of the scars will fade in time. Too bad they won't fade as fast as my hope in humanity is fading, lol.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

Art always helps me. I enjoy singing, acting, piano, listening to music, and painting. It always makes me feel calm and my mind goes almost completely blank. I'm so focused I have no dark thoughts. I've self harmed too and still punch and choke myself on occasion but I've slowed down. If it doesn't help you then don't do it. Here if you need to talk love

 

[UnsureAboutLife]

Art always helps me. I enjoy singing, acting, piano, listening to music, and painting. It always makes me feel calm and my mind goes almost completely blank. I'm so focused I have no dark thoughts. I've self harmed too and still punch and choke myself on occasion but I've slowed down. If it doesn't help you then don't do it. Here if you need to talk love

I love to paint to, find it calming and listening to music x

Hope you find peace

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I love to paint to, find it calming and listening to music x

Hope you find peace

Yes. I'm quite an awkward artsy person and I like it when something numbs my mind completely. No thoughts. No urges. Just a calm sea and lots of focus. I lose track of time when listening to music or painting