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montimoo

montimoo

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May 29, 2023
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Does anyone else struggle deeply with self harm and the wish and desire to do it all the time? I can't get away from the thought of it at all and it bothers me because it's getting out of hand
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I've been struggling with it for like 16 years ....
 
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USER80709

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Apr 30, 2023
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I fight. I try many things: burning myself with a spoon, hitting my lips hard, cutting myself with broken glass, among other things. I wish I could help you, but even I don't know how to stop this.
 
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fools

fools

YOUR FLESH IS SO RAW & FAKE!
Dec 2, 2024
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YES!!!!!! I DO!!!!! Allthough i wouldnt call it Struggling as i dont Mind it really 🤔 aTo be honest. It does not bother me as much as it should . as For scars, i Do it on places i will Never reveal to anybody . So i do not see the harm (HaHa) In it. To me it is Thrilling & reminds me of what i am on the inside. So it is fine. For the most part
 
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25jiyuki

25jiyuki

Unrestrained
Feb 25, 2025
50
Yes, and it only got worse after being put in forced recovery in childhood. It's just addicting. Once you go deep, you can't go back.
 
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ventingfrustrations

ventingfrustrations

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Mar 4, 2025
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Does anyone else struggle deeply with self harm and the wish and desire to do it all the time? I can't get away from the thought of it at all and it bothers me because it's getting out of hand
Me too I just keep pinching myself in the armpit
 
rotten

rotten

Student
Apr 14, 2021
157
I think about it all the time too and I'm not really sure how to stop or if I even want to. The best I could recommend is to use methods that won't potentially leave you with an infection, like rubber bands or ice.
 

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