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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
537
Increasingly I see though these illusions my brain reactionary makes to encourage me to live.

These "potentials", these "goals", these "gifts I have", "Interesting things to do/work_on", etc etc. When one is disproved, another one is made up in it's place. I'm no writer, no game-dev, no coder, no artist, no idea person, nothing; But the brain recycles those basic baits, reforming and repainting them.

It's all a pattern, a cycle of false hope (I almost fell for it again). I know that now, I can see through the illusion now. I see, I'd prefer to be dead, then live the false life I'd inevitably find myself in.
 
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peaceindeath

I want peace
May 5, 2023
80
Understand.
All the good memories of life and meaning we think exist are here to trap us in existance.
 
GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
Wiles to keep us here suffering.
 

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