Seeing things differently now

[abnormalshrimp]

As I plan my death further and further, I realise my outlook on regular things are changing. Today I was walking home, a route I've taken hundreds of times over the years and for the first time I stopped. I looked at the way the trees were moving in the breeze, the different coloured leaves, the sunlight, the clouds. It all felt so real. It felt like the first time I'd seen any of it. It was so beautiful. I'm gaining a newfound appreciation for things I didn't pay any mind to before..I felt so calm and happy looking at the trees. Serenity.

 

[breathingblues]

That's a reflection of your own beauty. You are better than what they probably tell you about yourself, above your hatred, induced by the lost and evil abusers. I know it sounds abstract but that gives you dignity, even in death, I seek it myself as I wish to die.

 

[brokenspirited]

Best wishes, I hope you find peace.

 

[abnormalshrimp]

That's a reflection of your own beauty. You are better than what they probably tell you about yourself, above your hatred, induced by the lost and evil abusers. I know it sounds abstract but that gives you dignity, even in death, I seek it myself as I wish to die.

Thank you for these words. It feels very freeing to finally be at peace. I hope this peace continues for me through death and I hope you find it too in whatever form it might take

 

[breathingblues]

Thank you for these words. It feels very freeing to finally be at peace. I hope this peace continues for me through death and I hope you find it too in whatever form it might take

Thanks, I'm looking for a way out myself