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watchhergarden
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- Dec 12, 2021
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The past 4 months have been hell. I'm about to secure N and if I can get the money straight - I'll have it on my birthday. 25 years was long enough here…I've made some terrible mistakes. I'm looking forward to leaving behind this pain. I'm sorry to my friends and family, I'm sad I'll never have a family of my own but this is for the best. I'm excited to die - didn't think I would be, a year ago I would have never guessed I'd write this. Oh well.