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watchhergarden

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Dec 12, 2021
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The past 4 months have been hell. I'm about to secure N and if I can get the money straight - I'll have it on my birthday. 25 years was long enough here…I've made some terrible mistakes. I'm looking forward to leaving behind this pain. I'm sorry to my friends and family, I'm sad I'll never have a family of my own but this is for the best. I'm excited to die - didn't think I would be, a year ago I would have never guessed I'd write this. Oh well.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
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I hope you can be kind to yourself in these last moments. It is frustrating that we are driven to this point in the first place. Planning out your suicide brings with it a flurry of emotions. It is okay to feel like this. There is nothing wrong with feeling this way.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
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The past 4 months have been hell. I'm about to secure N and if I can get the money straight - I'll have it on my birthday. 25 years was long enough here…I've made some terrible mistakes. I'm looking forward to leaving behind this pain. I'm sorry to my friends and family, I'm sad I'll never have a family of my own but this is for the best. I'm excited to die - didn't think I would be, a year ago I would have never guessed I'd write this. Oh well.
Your alternative universe kids will thank you for not bringing them into climatic and peak oil hell
 
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watchhergarden

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Dec 12, 2021
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Update - I was most likely scammed
 
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watchhergarden

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Dec 12, 2021
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Sorry to hear that. I fucking hate scammers. Was it by a member of this forum?
Sorry to hear that. I fucking hate scammers. Was it by a member of this forum?
It was the seller "D" - I found another thread that says he takes peoples money but won't send and will blackmail :( I guess I'm still holding out some hope but I highly doubt he'll send anything
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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D is legit… unless you got the wrong email. You can PM me the email address and I'll confirm if it's legit or not

Edit: it's the legit email and D responded to them
 
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