I feel I am screaming at the top of my lungs everyday, just in silence. it is so confusing and weird and just stuck.
anyone else know what I am saying?
anyone else know what I am saying?
Passersby
Trapped in space and time
- Aug 29, 2019
- 1,641
Yeah I know what you're saying. Stuck and trapped is a terrible way to have to be and live. I scream in silence all day too and have for yrs now. It's exhausting and also when people don't think your suffering is that bad and don't understand. It completely changes you when things don't go away.
for years now? wow... how do you manage. when did you become suicidal? was it also years after becoming suicidal?
Passersby
Trapped in space and time
- Aug 29, 2019
- 1,641
Hi it's.all.gone, yeah like about 8 yrs now. It's really hard. I do the best I can. I'm not sure what you meant by your last question? How are you doing? I hope your not suffering to much. I hate being stuck.
tranny123
she/her
- Oct 31, 2023
- 15
especially when someone asks me what's wrong and i'm unable to say anything that's actually wrong
I mean were you suiciuadl for years also?
yeah when I cannot even scream or be angry anymore when burning in hell inside, what can you tell them? what can you? I just have to smile and say good day as well.... thats only thing possible
Passersby
Trapped in space and time
- Aug 29, 2019
- 1,641
Okay. Yeah about 8 yrs now.
Right, it's not like we could say something like, " hi I've been on a suicide forum planning my death for yrs. How are you doing? Good day! "
ceriseange♡
ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ, ᴍᴏᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ʟᴀᴍʙ...
- Nov 3, 2023
- 50
Completely understand what you mean, it's like there's too much that you can't verbalize so a silent visceral reaction is all you can do. Sorry to hear you're dealing with this too, sending you love :( <3
Cress
Arcanist
- Oct 15, 2023
- 418
Yeah I know exactly what you mean. Silent suffering in the corner out of mind and out of sight as far as society is concerned
