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cosmic-freedom

Student
Mar 18, 2024
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Why is death scary at times?And at other times it feels so liberating?I can't make up my GODDAMN MIND
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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It's not an easy decision but the hot and cold feeling towards ctb is quite relatable! Good luck to you anyways.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,132
Only existing scares me personally, I find it terrifying how there's no limit as to how torturous existing can get. I believe death to just be an dreamless, eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten about which is why I find comfort in the thought of ceasing to exist, in fact death is all that comforts me. But anyway best wishes, I'm sorry you have to suffer like that.
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
I think I've reached at a point where I'm not scared anymore. I suffer so much. I want it to stop.
But I will probably be scared when I drink my SN and face death for the first and last time.
 
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