Discussion Scared to take sn

[Sadbanana]

Recently I found out I can order sn legally in my country. But I'm just scared that it will be hell. I used to take various psychadelics and some of them caused very strong nausea. You could say it was even traumatizing, because when I think back on it I shudder.

I'm afriad that sn would be even more extreme version of that pain.

I heard about some cases, where people reported extreme pain after taking it.

Maybe if I do everything right and take the other things to make it smoother, it won't be so bad.

I just don't want to spend last moments of my life in suffering, that's worse than everything I ever experienced.

 

[cloud;.]

Of course you won't know until you take it, but a lot of people have also reported not experiencing any sort of pain when doing it – it is completely your choice, of course. Regardless, I wish you the best and if you do decide to CTB I hope it brings you the peace you are looking for.

 

[getoutgirl]

this thread was made recently of two experiences by people here that weren't ideal. i think it's a nuanced view in its conclusion. if you are considering this maybe reading the thread and people's discussion in the comments is helpful.

On the Efficacy and Peacefulness of Nitrites

This year, I've personally lost two beings who were very close to me, via sodium nitrite. @spark, a very close friend of mine, died 2025-06-26. @shroomia, my girlfriend (and more practically speaking, my wife) died 2025-10-10. I'm starting this thread partly to share my anecdotes about their SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

in any case i'm sorry you are considering it to begin with, hugs your way <3

 

[dogemn]

Do you have benzos? I think taking a big dose of benzos and passing out before hypoxia sets in can reduce suffering.

 

[Sadbanana]

Do you have benzos? I think taking a big dose of benzos and passing out before hypoxia sets in can reduce suffering.

What about opiates, would they work too?

this thread was made recently of two experiences by people here that weren't ideal. i think it's a nuanced view in its conclusion. if you are considering this maybe reading the thread and people's discussion in the comments is helpful.

On the Efficacy and Peacefulness of Nitrites

This year, I've personally lost two beings who were very close to me, via sodium nitrite. @spark, a very close friend of mine, died 2025-06-26. @shroomia, my girlfriend (and more practically speaking, my wife) died 2025-10-10. I'm starting this thread partly to share my anecdotes about their SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

in any case i'm sorry you are considering it to begin with, hugs your way <3

This is the post that made me scared of it. Particularly the Spark's experience.