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headswillroll
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- Jul 7, 2024
- 9
The first 20 minutes of waking up are usually peaceful, probably because I hit my snooze button a few times and enjoy that mix of sleep and comfort. It's not till my mind starts going and my memories come back that I realize how scary life itself actually is. I'm scared that I'm gonna lose what little I have made for myself and end up worse. I'm scared that I'm going to be anxious forever and unable to find a moment of happiness. Even right now, knowing that I'm going to have a low point tomorrow and then probably again the next day, scares me. Does anyone feel this way? How do you cope?