Venting Scared I'll do it, scared I won't

[hailtothevic]

I tried to keep going. I've triedy to hold on. Maybe it's the SI maybe it's false hope. But staring down another year. 365 more chancea to fail everyone. To be in pain from messed up body. To suffer with mental illnesses everyone ignores, or worse, blames me for or accuses me of faking. Of living a country where I can't love who I want to love, be who I choose to be without being treated like some kind of freak. Enough is enough! I can't do this anymore! God, I wish I could just do it and be done with everything!

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is a dreadful feeling when you cannot take anymore. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I also wish I was done with life. I just want to sleep forever and be free from all suffering. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Justsogone]

I'm sorry for what you're going through, I can feel what you're talking about.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I'm sorry you feel that way

 

[Nobuses]

Im sorry, sometimes life is very unfair . I hope u can feel better

 

[Crazy4u]

You are not alone. I wish you well. You don't deserve to suffer