
-Raven's Night-
autistic/metalhead/wanna join the 27 club
- Jan 31, 2020
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Sending you a hugAmbitious.
Ambitious to finish the errands I need to do to ctb that is.
I am determined to kill myself.
thank you but ironically I actually feel okay.Sending you a hug![]()
I can pretty much understand you feeling that way, it can almost be a relief. I know was last week when I attempted to CTB but didn't work out, just made me ill and I stopped. Take care of yourself and know I am here if you need someone to talk with.thank you but ironically I actually feel okay.
I want to kill myself and i find happiness that itll be over soon.
What method did you try and why did it fail?I can pretty much understand you feeling that way, it can almost be a relief. I know was last week when I attempted to CTB but didn't work out, just made me ill and I stopped. Take care of yourself and know I am here if you need someone to talk with.
As I said in my goodbye post I wasn't going to say what method I was using, as don't like to give people 'idea's' Its a method which does kill but not often used and you ingest it. I started to drink some and the pain gave me was very nasty and felt bad. I have so many health problems as it is, I couldn't risk continuing and drinking it all and then possibly be a hell of a lot worse, cos it may well not have killed me anyway due to being so addicted to prescribed narcotics in first place for my physical pain. Takes a lot to do anything to me. So I stopped the process and was extra rough for a couple days, but no damage done thankfully. I was determined to go that day and when mixing it and started to drink, felt at peace but not for long. Its a real strange one CTB. One second you think its time and feel ok about it, but a second later that can l change for many resons.What method did you try and why did it fail?
Ahh ok understand.As I said in my goodbye post I wasn't going to say what method I was using, as don't like to give people 'idea's' Its a method which does kill but not often used and you ingest it. I started to drink some and the pain gave me was very nasty and felt bad. I have so many health problems as it is, I couldn't risk continuing and drinking it all and then possibly be a hell of a lot worse, cos it may well not have killed me anyway due to being so addicted to prescribed narcotics in first place for my physical pain. Takes a lot to do anything to me. So I stopped the process and was extra rough for a couple days, but no damage done thankfully. I was determined to go that day and when mixing it and started to drink, felt at peace but not for long. Its a real strange one CTB. One second you think its time and feel ok about it, but a second later that can l change for many resons.