Discussion Say one word about how your feeling today

[-Raven's Night-]

Restless

 

[Halo13]

Surreal

 

[CyanideSoup]

Alone

 

[JustHeckinKillMe]

Dissociation

 

[BumperCrop]

Disarrayed

 

[MikhailDan]

Sadly

 

[TheOA]

Functional

 

[Polly]

Despair

 

[Broken Chimera]

Exhausted

 

[Sideswipe]

Erased

 

[Woodnote]

Shattered

 

[Thereisnothing]

Gone

 

[waterbottleman]

Ambitious.

Ambitious to finish the errands I need to do to ctb that is.

I am determined to kill myself.

 

[Thereisnothing]

Ambitious.

Ambitious to finish the errands I need to do to ctb that is.

I am determined to kill myself.

Sending you a hug

 

[waterbottleman]

Sending you a hug

thank you but ironically I actually feel okay.

I want to kill myself and i find happiness that itll be over soon.

 

[Thereisnothing]

thank you but ironically I actually feel okay.

I want to kill myself and i find happiness that itll be over soon.

I can pretty much understand you feeling that way, it can almost be a relief. I know was last week when I attempted to CTB but didn't work out, just made me ill and I stopped. Take care of yourself and know I am here if you need someone to talk with.

 

[waterbottleman]

I can pretty much understand you feeling that way, it can almost be a relief. I know was last week when I attempted to CTB but didn't work out, just made me ill and I stopped. Take care of yourself and know I am here if you need someone to talk with.

What method did you try and why did it fail?

 

[Thereisnothing]

What method did you try and why did it fail?

As I said in my goodbye post I wasn't going to say what method I was using, as don't like to give people 'idea's' Its a method which does kill but not often used and you ingest it. I started to drink some and the pain gave me was very nasty and felt bad. I have so many health problems as it is, I couldn't risk continuing and drinking it all and then possibly be a hell of a lot worse, cos it may well not have killed me anyway due to being so addicted to prescribed narcotics in first place for my physical pain. Takes a lot to do anything to me. So I stopped the process and was extra rough for a couple days, but no damage done thankfully. I was determined to go that day and when mixing it and started to drink, felt at peace but not for long. Its a real strange one CTB. One second you think its time and feel ok about it, but a second later that can l change for many resons.

 

[waterbottleman]

As I said in my goodbye post I wasn't going to say what method I was using, as don't like to give people 'idea's' Its a method which does kill but not often used and you ingest it. I started to drink some and the pain gave me was very nasty and felt bad. I have so many health problems as it is, I couldn't risk continuing and drinking it all and then possibly be a hell of a lot worse, cos it may well not have killed me anyway due to being so addicted to prescribed narcotics in first place for my physical pain. Takes a lot to do anything to me. So I stopped the process and was extra rough for a couple days, but no damage done thankfully. I was determined to go that day and when mixing it and started to drink, felt at peace but not for long. Its a real strange one CTB. One second you think its time and feel ok about it, but a second later that can l change for many resons.

Ahh ok understand.

That sounds like a really rough experience, Im glad you were able to recover without any harm =)

 

[Phill]

tired

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Euphoric

 

[Halo13]

Overwhelmed

 

[GinaIsReady]

Focused

 

[Anchors]

Dread

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Perturbed

 

[HeyIamWhy]

Lost

 

[youonlydieonce]

Defeated

 

[Halo13]

Drained

 

[IRIYAMA]

Symptomatic...

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Lonely