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Self immolation aka setting fire to self
First because it causes such an immense ammount of pain, youd have to be really insane to even consider this. Second because Ive always been terrified of fire to the point were I cant light a match by myself
Overdose on Acetaminophin or other NSAIDs. In 9th grade I took 20,000mg and I have never been in more pain in my life. I was taken to the hospital at about the 8 hour mark and surprisingly had no liver damage. Should I have gone out that way it would have been days of agony. Now it's all about quick and painless for me, I learned my lesson.
I could never jump, I'm terrified of heights/falling and I don't think I would be able to over come the SI and actually do it
Slit wrists, jumping in front of trains ect are all to messy and traumatising for other people. It's gotta be OD/poisoning, all of my attempts have been so far, although because of that I really can't swallow large amounts of pills any longer, I used to be able to knock back 50 or so no problem but these days once I get past 5 I start gagging. Probably SN, seems the simplest and most effective.
Another vote for fire here. I have heard a few first hand accounts of what a lynching by fire was like when I lived in South Africa and the screaming, crying and running around while in flames is really not for me.
In addition to being slow and painful an unsuccessful attempt requires lengthy hospital treatment which heralds even more pain. The scars from failure can also change a person's appearance for the worse to a point that they are unlikely to ever find a willing sexual partner again.
I would like to try to avoid anything that involves suffocating. Drowning, hanging, etc. I can't stand the feeling of losing oxygen, as it is I already have great trouble breathing. Also, I tested hanging a few times this last week and started to feel my eyeballs bulge from my skull before anything else happened. I was probably doing it wrong but now I think I'm put off that for good.
I just dont have access to anything preferable so I'm beggining to get very desperate as I get worse and worse. I haven't been on this site for awhile but am back on now because I really need to get this over and done with. I wish the success of certain methods were guaranteed, as of now, there's a horror story for just about every method and dying in of itself is difficult enough. I can't afford to end up as a vegetable. The only thing keeping me in existence now is that I can hide myself from everyone, I would lose that if I became physically dependent or brain dead. I would lose the last piece of control. Just thinking about that possibility is enough to trigger a pure insanity filled breakdown of the mind.
I can't believe we live in a world where some people are given such hard lives and yet equally as hard outlets to end said lives.
This is why so many of us get stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I was being facetious, tbh... my method for a while has been hanging but I'm not confident in the few potential anchor points at my disposal. As an alternative and because it's popular around here I'm considering/studying the SN method.
Not gonna be creative, but setting myself on fire is a no-no. Like, that'd be otherwordly level of pain and sensation, feeling your flesh melting, your eyes bubbling and popping, maybe your teeth cracking and exploding under the temperature. Plus the smell and the burning of the smoke in your lungs. Seconds would feel like minutes, and minutes like hours. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemies, honestly. I think there's a reason why depictions of hell involve burning. shudders
Any method that involves vomiting. I am emetophobic and I want my CTB to at least not have any vomiting in it. I want to allow myself peace on the way out.
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