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Baskol1

Baskol1

No life, no problems
Aug 11, 2019
1,030
What about the pilot of the Germanwings plane that deliberately crashed in the Alps a couple of years back, taking 150 people with him ?

And there is increasing evidence that the pilot of MH370 in 2014 (about 250 missing/dead) was a suicide too.

How can people do things like that ?

Simple, becsuse they can.
 
Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
Do they want to kill lots of people when they go, or do they simply not care ?
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
Self immolation aka setting fire to self
First because it causes such an immense ammount of pain, youd have to be really insane to even consider this. Second because Ive always been terrified of fire to the point were I cant light a match by myself
 
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StalkedByDeath

StalkedByDeath

BPD; MDD; GAD
Sep 5, 2019
69
Overdose on Acetaminophin or other NSAIDs. In 9th grade I took 20,000mg and I have never been in more pain in my life. I was taken to the hospital at about the 8 hour mark and surprisingly had no liver damage. Should I have gone out that way it would have been days of agony. Now it's all about quick and painless for me, I learned my lesson.
 
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ComradeA

Member
Sep 10, 2019
9
I could never jump, I'm terrified of heights/falling and I don't think I would be able to over come the SI and actually do it
Slit wrists, jumping in front of trains ect are all to messy and traumatising for other people. It's gotta be OD/poisoning, all of my attempts have been so far, although because of that I really can't swallow large amounts of pills any longer, I used to be able to knock back 50 or so no problem but these days once I get past 5 I start gagging. Probably SN, seems the simplest and most effective.
 
Lasthope

Lasthope

Done with the war in my head
Sep 8, 2019
2
Drowning or fire both sounds absolutely horrible , but I'm also quite afraid of heights so jumping seems prettt bad aswell
 
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Aonewayticketplease

Student
Jun 3, 2019
154
Another vote for fire here. I have heard a few first hand accounts of what a lynching by fire was like when I lived in South Africa and the screaming, crying and running around while in flames is really not for me.

In addition to being slow and painful an unsuccessful attempt requires lengthy hospital treatment which heralds even more pain. The scars from failure can also change a person's appearance for the worse to a point that they are unlikely to ever find a willing sexual partner again.
 
LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
I would like to try to avoid anything that involves suffocating. Drowning, hanging, etc. I can't stand the feeling of losing oxygen, as it is I already have great trouble breathing. Also, I tested hanging a few times this last week and started to feel my eyeballs bulge from my skull before anything else happened. I was probably doing it wrong but now I think I'm put off that for good.

I just dont have access to anything preferable so I'm beggining to get very desperate as I get worse and worse. I haven't been on this site for awhile but am back on now because I really need to get this over and done with. I wish the success of certain methods were guaranteed, as of now, there's a horror story for just about every method and dying in of itself is difficult enough. I can't afford to end up as a vegetable. The only thing keeping me in existence now is that I can hide myself from everyone, I would lose that if I became physically dependent or brain dead. I would lose the last piece of control. Just thinking about that possibility is enough to trigger a pure insanity filled breakdown of the mind.
I can't believe we live in a world where some people are given such hard lives and yet equally as hard outlets to end said lives.
This is why so many of us get stuck between a rock and a hard place.
 
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purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
Pong seeds. Attempted twice. Horrible aftermath. Briefly able to get in GA.

So you tried pong pong? What was the horrible aftermath? i mean what was it like physically??

please tell me so i know what to expect?
:notsure::halo:
 
Astral316

Astral316

Specialist
Aug 26, 2019
332
Interesting. What's your method of choice? I'm curious.

Everyone loves N. You seem to be the exception.

I was being facetious, tbh... my method for a while has been hanging but I'm not confident in the few potential anchor points at my disposal. As an alternative and because it's popular around here I'm considering/studying the SN method.
 
Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Jumping or anything that would inflict pain, I want a peaceful death with N.
 
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Elias

Experienced
Mar 19, 2019
216
Not gonna be creative, but setting myself on fire is a no-no. Like, that'd be otherwordly level of pain and sensation, feeling your flesh melting, your eyes bubbling and popping, maybe your teeth cracking and exploding under the temperature. Plus the smell and the burning of the smoke in your lungs. Seconds would feel like minutes, and minutes like hours. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemies, honestly. I think there's a reason why depictions of hell involve burning. shudders
 
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Fallen_From_Grace

Fallen_From_Grace

An Angel’s Broken Wings
Sep 26, 2018
46
Any method that involves vomiting. I am emetophobic and I want my CTB to at least not have any vomiting in it. I want to allow myself peace on the way out.
 

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