Help Fentanyl as a way?

[katara]

I'd rather take my chances with something more potent/easier to consume than something like SN which sounds complicated and gives far too much room for error + the unpleasant side effects that one would still be lucid enough to experience prior to death.

I'd prefer the fent.

I feel the same way but then I get so confused bc I heard a guy say fentanyl isn't as strong as police say it is. Idk what to believe. I genuinely wonder what fentanyl is like bc most people say it's strong and it only takes a small amount to overdose.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I feel the same way but then I get so confused bc I heard a guy say fentanyl isn't as strong as police say it is. Idk what to believe. I genuinely wonder what fentanyl is like bc most people say it's strong and it only takes a small amount to overdose.

it indeed does take a small amount to OD... tho I believe people are confusing oral vs nasal vs intravenous... or worrying about the quality and quantities (idk if their concerns should also be my concerns, but getting a dealer means risking arrest)

 

[barelyholdingon]

Easily a better method than sn. Probably the best method we have other than doc assisted

 

[r.m.216]

Ya if I wasn't scared to order it I'd do this and be done painlessly in ten minutes

 

[Xiaojiu]

If I can get fent and succeed in one go, I'd do that lol

 

[r.m.216]

If I can get fent and succeed in one go, I'd do that lol

Takes a couple weeks to learn but possible

 

[QuincyME]

Taking street grade F is a crap shoot as you never know what it's cut with and how much F is actually in it. That's why people OD on it. Unless you have a direct line to the cartel, it's anybody's guess how much F you're taking.

There's a really interesting documentary on F. It's on YouTube. This investigative journalist follows it from when the precursors are dropped off in the ocean all the way through to smuggling it into the US. They even show it being made in a clandestine lab. It's part of a series called Trafficked with Mariana Van Zeller.

 

[eve2004]

My guess is that those who have access to F are not likely to be scouring the net on sites like here for ways to go... So most of us don't have the street skills to get reliable sources of F. I know that if I did, it would be sitting in my drawer and I'd feel a little better about going about my life knowing I had a painless quick way out if it came to it. There was a time I was seriously wracking my brains for ways to get F, but I know I don't have it in me to approach the people I would need to to get it.

In the last few years, things have gotten bad out there for a lot of people. In most large cities, there are spots where you'll see people who clearly know where to get that stuff. I've thought about it recently, but I am extremely "street dumb" so I'm quite sure I will get myself into more trouble than I need if I try. All to say that I'm open to finding a source but sadly it's harder for some of us to get than SN, which I have.

 

[hypoxic_ideals]

Very true. I've bought acid on the dark web before.

I have Dissociative identity disorder so I switched a lot during the process. We ran the full gambit of emotions. Cried, prayed. Was angry. Was pissed, but in the end switched to a peaceful state, and enjoyed the high as it got stronger, and stronger. I drank 345 mgs of methadone. I had planned it ahead of time if the clinic ever gave me a third bottle. [ 1 bottle was my daily dose. ] usually on a Saturday they would give me two. To get through Sunday. This Saturday they gave me three. I didn't calculate how long it would take to hit me correctly. It was very fast! I had planned to go hide in the Subway tunnel, but I couldn't get there in time. The high was coming real fast. I knew what to expect as I had ODed on heroin mutiple times before. So I went and laid down in a little park. They had been watching me, Because it was known that I was suicidal. So yes they found me, and revived me. That about covers it. My longest version yet.
Oh the bottles are drinkable liquid.

It's so crazy reading this, it sounds so dystopian to me.

He really wants to die, so we have to watch him to make sure he doesn't do it! We can't let him get away with this!
And I'm sure normal people would be like, ya, great job, you saved him from himself, what a hero!

I hope in the future we as a society can humanely treat people like us. It's literally inhumane, it infuriates me.