hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
every single thing of this existence is exhausting.
i feel like a slave for the meat prison
help
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
one step forward, two steps back. Story of my life.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I am a furry
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
406
Watermelons.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Just wanna die (which is pretty obvious since im on here).
 
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ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
232
Today is going so bad so far
I have cried twice already and it's only 3 pm
I'm crying as I'm typing it
It will never get better never never never I don't see any way why it would
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Fuck me fuck me fuck me I'm so fuking stupid!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,110
As usual, I am tired of existing. The thing that I want the most is eternal sleep. I do not want to experience anything ever again.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
It's my day 4 of consecutive alcohol intake.
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I need a hug
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
349
I am all right these days and fucking not like that. I regret my suicidal thoughts. I have no reason right now to ctb.
That sounds crazy but want to be triggered again
 
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user_name_here

N/A
May 16, 2021
315
I really miss being artistic and creative. On occasion coke or molly helps but i can't allow myself to slip down that path :aw:
 
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yoyowassup35

yoyowassup35

E
Aug 16, 2021
9
What the dog doin?
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
There is no free will.
There is no god, at least no 'all-loving' one.
The right to die is as important as the right to live.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
I'm just so tired of being alive:'(
 
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BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
There are too many sources of stress in life for me.
 
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3

316

Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
I want to ctb like right now but I have to wait a little while until the circumstances are favourable
 
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TheAmazingCriswell

TheAmazingCriswell

I predict...
Apr 28, 2021
1,351
There are too many sources of stress in life for me.
Are you sure that you aren't my long-lost twin?
While this theory certainly sounds compelling, you might want to wait until you hear what kind of music I listen to. This might be the defining difference between us, considering how often you referenced classical music in the past lol
Well, I also like Jazz, so I believe I've got everything covered.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
490
 

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Helplessturtle79

Helplessturtle79

Member
Aug 28, 2021
45
Peeps never be responding to my threads. S' awright! I guess I'm not that interesting. I can deal wit dat! But, just once I'd like to know what its like to make a thread and have people RESPOND! Be they angry,fascinated,curious, outraged, whatevuh!
So I invite you to join this thread and say ANYTHING YOU WANT! About anything! No topics,no limits. Freedom baby,just another word for nothing left to lose!
The gamut,from bashing society to banging old mens butt holes!
And since its not MY topic,it may even be
I'm planning on ctb when a certain event happens in my life in the near future. I guess I'm still hopping back and forth to decide on it. There's a lot I need to get in order before then. But for some reason my fat ass has been obsessing over my last meal. I'd love ideas. I was thinking alligator nuggets and fried okra. That shit is my favorite. Alligator is expensive up here in Michigan, but there is a local restaurant that serves both and it kicks ass. Cost isn't exactly a big worry if I'm dead. I was also thinking about trying to bake a pie or something for my friends, as a sort of farewell gift.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
490
I'm planning on ctb when a certain event happens in my life in the near future. I guess I'm still hopping back and forth to decide on it. There's a lot I need to get in order before then. But for some reason my fat ass has been obsessing over my last meal. I'd love ideas. I was thinking alligator nuggets and fried okra. They're expensive up here in Michigan, but there is a local restaurant that serves both and it kicks ass. Cost isn't exactly a big worry if I'm dead.
are you fond of sweets? haven't tried this but i want to eventually. guess it would depend on if you want to tolerate making something for yourself or not, doesn't really seem too bad. obviously no need for it to be vegan if you aren't one so you could just sub in dairy stuff

 
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Helplessturtle79

Helplessturtle79

Member
Aug 28, 2021
45
are you fond of sweets? haven't tried this but i want to eventually. guess it would depend on if you want to tolerate making something for yourself or not, doesn't really seem too bad. obviously no need for it to be vegan if you aren't one so you could just sub in dairy stuff

I love sweets! I like the idea of having something vegan as a "sorry my species destroyed your planet" apology sort of deal.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
My brain hurts. I had perhaps a top 5 worst social experiences ever today and I wish it never fucking happened. I am so angry that there are disgusting bizarre psycho retired safe people who are so afraid to croak while I want to and have to. I think she will find out a big lie and tell those in power (of my existence) and it will really fuck me up.

Excerpts from bizarre convo:

Do I look familiar? No
Can you hear the birds? Yes
Do you want to come in and play piano? No
 
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one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
(don't pm me over this post, im gonna do it with guys i know irl for obvious reasons )
i want to get fucked until i can't think. i might be stupid, lazy, and ugly, but at least i can get men off and feel useful and desired for a change. i wanna get gangbanged... or fuck like 8 guys in one week. i wanna get filled with cum. mmm. i hate being alive but at least i have this one satisfaction left. i just want to be a whore man lol
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
(don't pm me over this post, im gonna do it with guys i know irl for obvious reasons )
i want to get fucked until i can't think. i might be stupid, lazy, and ugly, but at least i can get men off and feel useful and desired for a change. i wanna get gangbanged... or fuck like 8 guys in one week. i wanna get filled with cum. mmm. i hate being alive but at least i have this one satisfaction left. i just want to be a whore man lol
If you're female I hope you use birth control. If you are either male or female I hope you use condoms. Perhaps you don't care about HIV being suicidal but it would be just one more fucked up thing to deal with.
 
one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
If you're female I hope you use birth control. If you are either male or female I hope you use condoms. Perhaps you don't care about HIV being suicidal but it would be just one more fucked up thing to deal with.
oh of course, i always use condoms.
 
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Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
Body autonomy doesn't exist.
 
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freeguy21

freeguy21

Member
Aug 31, 2021
9
I hate my father..I hate my family...
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
I exclusively refer to my hands as paws when speaking with my mother or people I know well enough.
 
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