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Jul 14, 2025
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feel like shit today so i decided to share a small dream of mine from not too long ago. i talk about how the method i've been thinking of is actually one i first saw in a dream.

i was looking at a place that looked like the edge of the world, a huge cliff with lush grass, some people were also scattered around the cliff, tiny black dots walking around. i felt connected to it. was this something i knew i could use as a back up plan?

when i woke up i had a hard time imagining it. i thought that it being the end of the world sounds rich. i then realized that the cliff of this scale can be used to ctb because of the height. i wanted to forget about it for a few weeks and i thought that i was thinking bs, but then it kept coming up daily and i couldn't ignore it.

that is when i realized that the cliff i was dreaming actually exists and i wasn't crazy. that cliff is beachy head in the UK. i saw a more dreamy version, with forest green grass, fog all around. it's fantastic how i had the vision my head first without ever knowing about it, even though i'm a couple hours away from it. human imagination is very charming, going through all sorts of parallels.

anyone had similar experiences of accidentally finding their method?

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