degreesoflewdity
i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
- Jun 24, 2023
- 163
Last time i posted on this website was June 5 of 2025. My life has gone completely downhill since. I lost everyone. All my friends and all hope. I had to drop out of school. I haven't gone to school since early October last year. I haven't socialized with someone my age in person since December. I stopped working my job that required me to leave my house. My family looks at me in disappointment everyday when i leave my room to drink water. I have no motivation for anything. Nothing. I dont leave my house anymore and i isolated myself completely. I am so young yet my life is ruined. Completely ruined. I need a method, pain killers and alcohol won't cut it i think. I've got a place in mind, i will leave my house and walk to a secluded grassy area and die there, not at home because i'm not so selfish anymore to let them see my body. Just needed to vent honestly.
