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Starlit
Jan 11, 2024
64
Last star, can't see hope
Quasar, let me go
Just the time of a very last dream
Before i collapse back into your realm


I'm tired to keep looking for hope
I just wanna go back to home
I miss the stars, the way they glow
Too tired to struggle anymore
And god thinks i should go hell
Because i want to make it end
He thinks i should endure the pain,
Keep acting like im doing well

I almost see myself dying,
While laying in the dirt
And now i can't stop crying,
At every single verse
Im tired to be lying,
Acting like i'm not hurt
Just because i'm hoping,
That things will not get worse

Losing my mind when i can't see the stars
Crying the night, wake up sad, act alright
Twenty-five broken hopes
What's one more, after all?
After all the lack of love
Aint no real lover in this world
I lost my homie, my tears cold
Now i can understand Juice Wrld

"But don't you worry, Oh my. I swear i'll be fine, Alright?"
Lies, Lies

I know, it's a lot, oh
How many times i'm gonna lie?
But i'm not alright, no
Not until the day i will die!
Just be at my place, ah
No one would wanna stay alive
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
This is beautiful, please get it copyrighted!
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
I believe copyright.gov is good but I'm not sure
 
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Starlit
Jan 11, 2024
64
I believe copyright.gov is good but I'm not sure
I see. Well i guess i'll check it out tomorrow because i am pretty tired right now, i spent two hours writing those lyrics x) Have a good night
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
I see. Well i guess i'll check it out tomorrow because i am pretty tired right now, i spent two hours writing those lyrics x) Have a good night
Thanks you too!
 

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