running far away and starting a new life

[gnarly]

Pretty straightforward ig. I'm just sick and tired of this miserable looking city. I wanna see stars, meet fresh people, Forget everything about my past. Ik it's really hard to run away. But my family doesn't give a shit about me and I'm just tired of being in this shitty loop everyday. I'd love to see amazing views to ponder on. Life is beautiful. I know it is. I'd like to die peacefully somewhere. I want a good last view before I die. And Ik I can just go on a trail or something to enjoy nature. But I don't just wanna see a forest view. There's so much more in this world. idk what's stopping me from doing it now. Maybe I'm just scared? Idk at all. But someday I'll hopefully break free from whatever the fuck bounds me to the life I have now and I'll disappear forever.

 

[Buh-bye!]

love you man
if i somehow be able to contact you someday, i'll try and provide some money if needed ( MOST LIKELY THAT ISN"T GONNA HAPPEN, since i don't earn and neither do i look forward to, but just in case- hypothetically ). i would love to support this idea of yours. ( even though i believe you'd not want that since it's a new you journey but wtv good luck.
p.s. - tried that and it's too hard to do this. imagination always seems nice and reachable but when you put it into action, the emotional swings and all just get you to some other place. but it's nice to dream ig

 

[gnarly]

love you man
if i somehow be able to contact you someday, i'll try and provide some money if needed ( MOST LIKELY THAT ISN"T GONNA HAPPEN, since i don't earn and neither do i look forward to, but just in case- hypothetically ). i would love to support this idea of yours. ( even though i believe you'd not want that since it's a new you journey but wtv good luck.
p.s. - tried that and it's too hard to do this. imagination always seems nice and reachable but when you put it into action, the emotional swings and all just get you to some other place. but it's nice to dream ig

Thank you man I appreciate the support. Thank you for the heads up. It's quite a nice dream indeed. If it doesn't work out then it's whatever. I think I'll make it pretty for tho. Much love. Peace to your soul.