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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
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don't want to live, don't want to die. i'm stuck in a world in the middle. life is so exhausting though so death seems better. i just wish it was easier, i wish i could press a button and vanish from existence. i'm so tired and i've failed everyone. i'm sorry for my meaningless existence.
 
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Experienced
Aug 1, 2024
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don't want to live, don't want to die.
I can relate to that. Maybe not fully. I want to die, but I don't want to kill myself. I wish this decision was made for me.

Looks like there's at least two of us stuck in the middle in a way. Stay strong, we'll get there eventually. Everyone will.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand just wanting to disappear, I also feel tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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