I'm going to try the bag over head method later this month. No gases. Just a bag with elastic and a mix of alcohol, CBD gummies and sleeping pills so I pass out.
I'm to the point where I no longer care about brain damage. If I'm a vegetable, so what. At least all of my responsibilities will cease to exist.
Hopefully I lose some of the brain cells that are linked to memory/nostalgia and emotional pain.
I've watched several videos of people with differing levels of brain damage and it's a risk I'm willing to take.
I just need to pass out for approx 30 minutes. They say death is all but imminent after 15 minutes of no oxygen to the brain, but I'm factoring in a cushion.
At the very least, brain damage will allow me the freedom to be less present. I might even qualify for SSI.
The more I think about it, the more I need my brain to be less functional. Less aware.
Also, it would probably be easier for the body to die when experiencing some level of brain death.
I've started making a To Do list like leaving my doors unlocked, place a sign on the garage door that says "I'm in the car," etc. I'm fully committing to this method.