Relatively normal family, why am I like this?

[CantDoIt]

My parents seem to be relatively normal in the way they handle and experience stress. In fact, my father is insanely good at it. However, ever since I was a kid, I've struggled with a number of mental disorders including OCD, Anxiety, Depression, BDD, and possibly more.

I don't get it. If I had been like either of my parents my life would've been great. But I ruined it early and now I feel like CTB is the most reasonable option. Anyone else?

 

[pomcustard]

I definitely wish I was like my parents. Maybe I'd be more optimistic and would actually love living. They often pray for long lives, something I could never imagine myself wishing for. Unfortunately, I am the way that I am. Guess it was just a matter of being unlucky in the brain wiring department.

 

[juxta errata]

shits just so real for me. Only 5 minutes ago, I said some rude-ass shit to my sister for wishing me birthday. She asked me whether she wants us to never talk, I didnt say yes but I think she took my no as a yes. Honestly she should. I am only doing ill to her. Same with my mom. I just hate myself