I'm starting to think SN isn't my method as much as I want it to be. I would so love to be able to just down it but even when I had it all in my mouth I just couldn't swallow. It sucks cause now I'm back to square one. I have what's considered the best method sitting in my bathroom and I just can't do it even though I know I want to die.
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If you had it in your mouth and still didn't swallow, it sounds like you didn't want to die at that moment. Take this as a new lease on life and consider your options, suicide is perhaps not the way for you at this moment.
I attempted a few weeks ago now, I still want to die, but I am trying to give life a chance, no matter how fucked my life is, I might try again soon, but not today. Take it one day at a time k?Similar threads
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