Venting Really struggling

[Peppermint IceCream]

I am absolutely exhausted every single day. Doing my basic task like showering, eating, school are so draining to point if I get those things done, I can't do anything else. I don't want to leave my family behind, and there are a few things in life that do make me happy like nature. No matter how hard I try or what I do this horrible feeling won't leave me. It's been with me since I can remember. I have my plan set for early next year so that I have some more time to think even though I really want to die now. I was going to bring a rope and either a stool or a large bag of books with me into a near by forest at about 4-5 am.

Is there anything that has help you guys feel better? I'll try anything, thank you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also feel so tired. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[dontlook]

It can be so hard feeling like this and I'm sorry to hear you're struggling.

For myself, I've been trying to work on my medications, close relationships, and hobbies. But it can be impossible actually getting things worked on, I've been having such a hard time