Venting Really afraid of what might happen to my family.

[otoyikim]

My father had a heart attack last year My grandmother's heart only functions by 25% and after i confessed to my mother that i am suicidal, she told me that if i ended my life, she would follow me because i was what gave her life meaning.

I might have some issues with my father, but i really don't want them to die. I don't want to annihilate my family. What do i do? I don't want to make them suffer but i don't want them to die either.

 

[dandelion_fluff]

I'm sorry, I really don't know. It's a very hard situation. It feels like a responsibility, right? Having to live because if you don't, your family will suffer. It can feel like a blessing to some, a burden to others. I hope things get easier for you.

 

[otoyikim]

I'm sorry, I really don't know. It's a very hard situation. It feels like a responsibility, right? Having to live because if you don't, your family will suffer. It can feel like a blessing to some, a burden to others. I hope things get easier for you.

I will probably not kill myself because of this. I know "Mother would be sad" is cliché but all of this is just too much for me.

 

[dandelion_fluff]

I will probably not kill myself because of this. I know "Mother would be sad" is cliché but all of this is just too much for me.

It's not cliche, it's a very reasonable and respectable reason. I'm glad you'll stick around and hopefully life gets better for you

 

[mold]

my mother said the same thing to me, but i really can't go on for other people anymore.

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

My father had a heart attack last year My grandmother's heart only functions by 25% and after i confessed to my mother that i am suicidal, she told me that if i ended my life, she would follow me because i was what gave her life meaning.

I might have some issues with my father, but i really don't want them to die. I don't want to annihilate my family. What do i do? I don't want to make them suffer but i don't want them to die either.

You love your family, and they love you. That's more than a good reason to stick around. Please stay and take as good of care as you can of your family. Especially your mom. Please stay strong.

 

[Pale_Rider]

I have delt with family relationships getting closer making it harder for me among other reasons. Doesn't mean I have to participate with this shithole they call society.

Pardon my French, and not directed at present company.