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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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Thinking about ODing on an RC opioid (protonitazene) along with some other drugs (bromazolam, alcohol & carisoprodol). These will be taken orally but I'm unsure whether to snort the opioid or use capsules. If I use capsules the proto would be put inside size 1 enteric acid resistant capsules overwrapped with size 0 enteric capsules. The idea of the second layer of enteric coating is to ensure they pass through the stomach intact and wouldn't release until they reach the lower intestine, theoretically they couldn't be vomited back out. In discussing my plan with other members most have suggested just snorting the opioid but I'm a bit scared to do that. I tested snorting a grain-sized amount recently and it fxxked me for the best part of 2 days so a whole line is intimidating. I have come up with 3 variations of my plan:

Method 1 - capsules
A few beers and a small dose of bromazolam (10mg) to sedate & disinhibit me. Then swallow 4g of carisoprodol along with the enteric capsules containing 200mg proto along with a further 200mg bromaz. The idea behind this is that the alcohol, carisoprodol & small bromaz dose would make me fall asleep fairly quickly. Then the capsules would release after an hour or so. The large doses of opioid & bromaz would finish the job while I was already asleep, thus avoiding experiencing any unpleasantness such as nausea. My hope is it would be just like falling asleep and never waking up so this is my preferred method. I've heard the zenes are less potent orally but surely 200mg would be enough.

Method 2 - snorting
A lot less complicated. No carisoprodol, just alcohol & small dose of bromaz to sedate me then snort a line (30-60mg) of proto. Those I have been chatting too have assured me I would pass out in less than 2 minutes and of course no amount of vomiting will get it out of your nose. This would probably be enough since I'm opioid naive but the doses seem quite small and I'm unsure if it would guarantee success.

Method 3 - combination
Kind of a hybrid of the first two methods. No carisoprodol, just alcohol & small dose of bromaz then swallow enteric capsules. Wait 40 minutes or so to allow capsules to pass through the stomach then snort a line of proto. The idea behind this is that if the initial snorted dose doesn't do the job the later oral dose will. However that 40 minute wait could be torturous & leaves plenty of time for regret/SI to kick in.

Which would you do if you had the choice? I'd prefer not to get involved with needles so IV/IM is out, boofing is another possible route but oral/snorting seem so much easier. I'll only get one shot at this and I have to get it right first time. Failure could lead to horrible outcomes including brain damage, liver damage, involuntary detention in psych ward etc. Any thoughts/criticisms are welcome.
 
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10years2long

Member
Aug 14, 2023
18
I don't have the ability, but if I were you, I would definitely started. I'm so worried that I'm going to vomit light up, but I don't have a choice. You could always do it both ways. I'm right along with you. I don't have a private spot. I'm open for a quick exit.
 

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