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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
706
Definitely 100.

I'm so sick and tired of life's never ending TO DO LISTS. It just never fucking ends. Always one thing after another

Everytime you think you finally got something done and out of the way, the very next thing just pops up out of nowhere, and this cycle keeps repeating itself endlessly

Just so damn tired of this torture existence. Truly can't wait for it to end
 
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Quantum_Marten0302

Member
Nov 16, 2025
38
id say 40/100 i wouldnt say im tired and i dont feel like i have a to do lost, other than the things i need to do just cause im human, but i want to do those things, some of them i cant and thats the issue
 
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SuicidalAngel

Member
Nov 1, 2023
14
80-90. I'm tired of living in constant pain (both mental and physical).
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
125
About 60, I dont have much to do, barely anything actually when you think about it.
But the few tasks I have to do feel like unbearable burdens. Only rated 60 because I know it can get worse
 
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Terrible_Life

Arcanist
Jul 3, 2025
420
100
 
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indianachrome

Member
Nov 1, 2025
50
100. Productive life would be great filled with happiness and joy but right now this isn't living. I would take stomach cancer and be gone in 3 weeks - lots of morphine and a fast departure.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
1,969
I'm off the scale. 110+ at this point.
 
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RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
63
92.76291827352829
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
402
95
 
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natori

natori

メロドラマ
Nov 26, 2025
88
A solid 85
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,063
100 out of 100, i have the most tiredness , the utmost disgust for anything in this hellscape. i'm tired of everything about life and this world

the "enjoyable" pleasure addictions i hate the most because it's those that fool me, distract me and waste my time , precious time i could be using to get my suicide method ready to go and defeating si etc so i can finally do it and escape this hell.

i just told an ai off telling them i'm glad the universe will end and expand to nothingness making life impossible forever ... there will be nothing forever

in a trillion to the quadrillionth power years there will be nothing to remember such a horrible abomination as life and this world ever existed
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Member
Jul 10, 2024
97
100% done.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Только ужас
Jul 23, 2022
4,641
Infinity. I don't want anymore at all
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
85
76.8
 
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Still here

Student
Feb 11, 2025
150
1000000000000000000...
 
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uzl lover

uzl lover

shy and autistic murder drones fan (he/him)
Aug 22, 2025
21
67
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,129
Always 100 as I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently so finally I can be at peace from the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I find it so horrible how a human can suffer in this dreadful existence for so long just to face the agony of old age, I always feel so tired and it's tiredness only eternal sleep can take away for me, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
211
85 sounds about right. I can still enjoy some little things about life :)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,824
I feel like I'm at 100 but, I also feel the need to pretend or, to try to convince myself I'm at 80-90. It's not really happening though. I'm bed rotting again.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
810
I'm bed rotting again.
It's the worst. I've done whole weekends.

100.

It's not even just my depression. Most of life is chasing money to buy stuff. Bills. Things that break down. God forbid medical expenses.

It's just a stupid cycle. Pointless.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
1,553
♾️ /10 fuck this shit lol
 
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Raven2

Raven2

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
496
Probably about 80. I'm fed up of adulting it's too much effort. I get majorily annoyed if I actually have to do something on my day off like go to the doctors or whatever bulllshit I have to sort out.
 
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