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Arachnid_Antichrist

Arachnid_Antichrist

Probably a Philosophical Eldritch Being
Jul 2, 2023
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I've always kinda been obsessed with classical literature. In the 8th grade I read Les Misérables by Víctor Hugo in about 2 weeks. I think the version I read was about 1,200 pages long. Then in the 9th grade, i read The Odyssey by Homer. I base a lot of my own writing style around very very old books.

When I think about writing suicide notes, I always think of writing something poetic. Like, writing it in a way that flows like water. I feel like, when I do die wether it be from CTB or not, I want my last words (or at least my last words made public), to be something that people find beautiful but kinda haunting. Like something that was written by a Victorian queen in her dying moments before succumbing to consumption (aka dying of tuberculosis).

Sometimes I imagine myself on my death bed, scribbling something is cursive on an old price of parchment paper while feeling my body slowly begin to wither away and be encapsulated by my many mental diseases.

Maybe I'm just thinking about this too much lol :P
 
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