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Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
82
Does anyone else have this weird thing happening to them? Like when you are depressed and suffering for a long while then you become neutral for no reason?

Today I was really depressed and now I feel neutral and I can't really remember any reasons to why I was so depressed. When I try to think my mind just can't bring anything up. I know I was depressed for the past few weeks but I can't recall why? Then after a bit I go back to being my usual self.

It's kind of hard to explain but nothing happened, I just don't feel sad anymore but I don't feel happy either I'm just like confused and I got a lot of energy right now out of no where.

Not the first time this happened, it has happened in the past I think. I don't really know if any of this makes sense or is understandable, it's kind of hard to think right now.
 
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Soohey

Soohey

The world is truly beautiful
May 3, 2023
24
Happens all the time to me.I don't know what it is,but it sure is very fucking annoying
For some reason,it's like I feel like complete shit for weeks and days,overthinking all the time and overall suffering just for me to be like "lmao that's so cringe why would I even be sad in the first place" all of a sudden
I almost ended up doing ctb one of those times and now I'm so confused
what if next time I actually do it??? would I seriously die and throw everything I've been working on just because of a stupid mood swing???
 
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,704
That is part of the joys of depression. I guess you can be glad for the neutral times. Some stay down almost all the time.
Any treatment or medications?
 
Daxter_87

Daxter_87

If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
May 28, 2023
400
No, I don't really have mood swings. My mind is static and impenetrable. Absolutely nothing affects it: not caffeine, not psychiatric drugs. Nothing.
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
82
That is part of the joys of depression. I guess you can be glad for the neutral times. Some stay down almost all the time.
Any treatment or medications?
No treatment or medication
 

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