NotSalmon
Asocial Impulse Poster
- Dec 9, 2024
- 49
I am not sure whether this belongs here or off-topic, but since this is on a more depressing note,
I am tired of waking each day to a cloudy static that never leaves my vision
So useless, waiting there, rotting
For the past few days I've been in a state of waking lethargy with vivid dreams to make up for what little I do in reality
Little energy to get up and do the things I like,
It's a miracle I at least have the energy to find my words for things
This has to end one of these days, but for now I don't have much thought
After a strange dream I awoke and thought of the fun times I had with my comrades, at least that is one thought that is not bitter
But today was a really sad Christmas dinner, the food looked sad, nothing felt right and for some reason I was uneased by my family, for some reason almost started tearing up, told them I felt sick and had to leave
I don't like saying this but I don't like spending time with them, I just want to be left alone.
I am tired of waking each day to a cloudy static that never leaves my vision
So useless, waiting there, rotting
For the past few days I've been in a state of waking lethargy with vivid dreams to make up for what little I do in reality
Little energy to get up and do the things I like,
It's a miracle I at least have the energy to find my words for things
This has to end one of these days, but for now I don't have much thought
After a strange dream I awoke and thought of the fun times I had with my comrades, at least that is one thought that is not bitter
But today was a really sad Christmas dinner, the food looked sad, nothing felt right and for some reason I was uneased by my family, for some reason almost started tearing up, told them I felt sick and had to leave
I don't like saying this but I don't like spending time with them, I just want to be left alone.
