It's tough, I've taken for so long. No one can believe I took 800. I say to my ex who is 2.5 times my size, that if he took that in in one go, he'd probably sleep for 2 days straight. It's an insidious bullshit drug that I hate - if I was litigious, I'd go back to the motherfucker that prescribed it for me for sleep - he distinctly told me it was the only sleeping aid medication that had "zero side effects". Tell that to the tumour behind my eye & my pancreas & the rest. And he was someone I trusted, someone who is actually "famous" in the psych world, Globally. I truly believe it was him being bought by BigPharma. I'm not a conspiracy theory person, it's not my thing, but having seen what has happened with endocrinologists in my country, a first world country, I cannot see a way around it. I have one doc that I trust with my life & I wish I could see them but am deliberately avoiding so they can't be implicated in any way. But geez, if they could give me 10 min to discuss this legally, I wouldn't have a care left in the world. Well, nearly.
But I'm still not sure what to do about the seroquel. The guides say as little meds as possible but as little change as possible & I'm just stuck.
