Questions/Information on full hanging

[gonegirl1]

Hi everyone. I've been on this site for a few months since I've decided that I'm really going through with this. i am thinking of doing full hanging with a scarf knotted on a wooden bar from my bed structure. Im always delaying it when im ready because I'm just so afraid that the bar will break (its not very thick but it looks kinda strong for at least holding my weight for a short time)/my feet will touch the floor and I wont be able to go through with it. Any thoughts?

I've also tried partial for a while in the past but SI always kicks in and i can't go through with it, but i'm familiarized with the "tingly" feeling that is supposed to happen. So I decided that full is the way. I'm not really worried about throat pain but I'm terrified of suffocating. Ive researched and in a full hanging it shouldn't take more than 20 secs to start to lose consciousness but what if it takes more... Will it be agonizing? Has anyone here ever reached unconsciousness that can tell me bout what pain they experienced?

Also, I'm afraid of the noise the convulsion fase will make, since im planning on maybe doing while other people sleep in a room next to mine due to lack of options.

Any help or advice will be gladly appreciated, thank you.

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

If I were you, I would try partial hanging. Full hanging is not necessary. I lost my consciousness during the last time I tried partial hanging, it's so painless.

 

[MiMif]

Hi everyone. I've been on this site for a few months since I've decided that I'm really going through with this. i am thinking of doing full hanging with a scarf knotted on a wooden bar from my bed structure. Im always delaying it when im ready because I'm just so afraid that the bar will break (its not very thick but it looks kinda strong for at least holding my weight for a short time)/my feet will touch the floor and I wont be able to go through with it. Any thoughts?

I've also tried partial for a while in the past but SI always kicks in and i can't go through with it, but i'm familiarized with the "tingly" feeling that is supposed to happen. So I decided that full is the way. I'm not really worried about throat pain but I'm terrified of suffocating. Ive researched and in a full hanging it shouldn't take more than 20 secs to start to lose consciousness but what if it takes more... Will it be agonizing? Has anyone here ever reached unconsciousness that can tell me bout what pain they experienced?

Also, I'm afraid of the noise the convulsion fase will make, since im planning on maybe doing while other people sleep in a room next to mine due to lack of options.

Any help or advice will be gladly appreciated, thank you.

I hear alcohol can help with SI or being under a substance....

I hear alcohol can help with SI or being under a substance....

You could try playing your fav song to help you calm down too....do it in a way you won't regret

 

[Dandy88]

I hear alcohol can help with SI or being under a substance....

I try it without alcohol. Its very hard for the SI. Maby its because people like me don't want to die, they only don't want to suffer anymore.
I don't even think that alc would help.

 

[MiMif]

I try it without alcohol. Its very hard for the SI. Maby its because people like me don't want to die, they only don't want to suffer anymore.
I don't even think that alc would help.

Do you wish to cease to exist?

 

[gonegirl1]

If I were you, I would try partial hanging. Full hanging is not necessary. I lost my consciousness during the last time I tried partial hanging, it's so painless.

How can you overcome the fear of feeling that you're suffocating and go through with it? I tried partial many times but when I started to really leaning onto the scarf and letting my body weight down I panicked and stood up always.

I know there's a way to do it only blocking the carotid arteries and without suffocating but I never managed to pass out that way

You could try playing your fav song to help you calm down too....do it in a way you won't regret

I hear alcohol can help with SI or being under a substance....

You could try playing your fav song to help you calm down too....do it in a way you won't regret

Yes I have tried it, it helps but I still can't manage to do it… I always give up on the last minute or hang and then pull myself back
it's just so scary or maybe I don't really want to die but feel like it's the only option

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

Thankfully I was able to pass out. If you place your hand in the middle of your neck, you can feel a strong pulse that is your carotid artery. You just need 2kg of weight to block the oxygen. For more details pm.

 

[gonegirl1]

Thankfully I was able to pass out. If you place your hand in the middle of your neck, you can feel a strong pulse that is your carotid artery. You just need 2kg of weight to block the oxygen. For more details pm.

can you pm me please? i cant discover how to do it :/

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

So you are new member, you need to post more and interact more here to unlock the messaging

 

[gonegirl1]

So you are new member, you need to post more and interact more here to unlock the messaging

Oh okay thanks

I'm just wondering if in partial you took your time to find the "sweet spot" to be able to reach unconsciousness or did you fully pulled with your weight like in full suspension?

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

Full suspension is more painful, you will likely to die by asphyxiation. Around my Adam's apple was the right spot to make things work for me. Don't this method unless you're really sure you wanna kill yourself. If someone find you may be left brain damage. Be very careful.
Wait a little more and try to about other methods.

 

[Dandy88]

Do you wish to cease to exist?

Currently, yes. But its mostly because of a hard time at the moment. I think it would be the wrong decision, even if the pain so, damn, unbearable.

 

[MiMif]

Currently, yes. But its mostly because of a hard time at the moment. I think it would be the wrong decision, even if the pain so, damn, unbearable.

Honestly you shouldn't do suicide if your not completely sure of it in my opinion....which is part of the reason on why I'm waiting for 25 even if I want to do it right now.

If your not comfortable or think it's the wrong decision and maybe it's just your situation before ctb maybe try all means to fix your situation which could include just leaving your situation completly and starting fresh. That's just what I think. I don't glorify suicide at all it's just a way to escape suffering and quite frankly my problem is myself not my situation so unless I'm a complete different person I'll still be this way hence why I'm leaning towards the ctb route

 

[Dandy88]

Honestly you shouldn't do suicide if your not completely sure of it in my opinion....which is part of the reason on why I'm waiting for 25 even if I want to do it right now.

If your not comfortable or think it's the wrong decision and maybe it's just your situation before ctb maybe try all means to fix your situation which could include just leaving your situation completly and starting fresh. That's just what I think. I don't glorify suicide at all it's just a way to escape suffering and quite frankly my problem is myself not my situation so unless I'm a complete different person I'll still be this way hence why I'm leaning towards the ctb route

I can complete agree with you. I'm 34 yo and suffering ca 17-20 years on depression. I really would belive an something like a god. That all this suffering is not complete for nothing but I thing its too late for me. In the other site, I'm still alive and I really don't know why.
The suffering is very hight at the moment. Every single moment fells like hell but I'm still here, so.
Yes, you right. Ctb should be the very last desicion. Thats the reason why I think that no ones wants to die. We only want to be happy and without the pain.

Ty for this conversation and sry for my bad english.

 

[MiMif]

I can complete agree with you. I'm 34 yo and suffering ca 17-20 years on depression. I really would belive an something like a god. That all this suffering is not complete for nothing but I thing its too late for me. In the other site, I'm still alive and I really don't know why.
The suffering is very hight at the moment. Every single moment fells like hell but I'm still here, so.
Yes, you right. Ctb should be the very last desicion. Thats the reason why I think that no ones wants to die. We only want to be happy and without the pain.

Ty for this conversation and sry for my bad english.

Sorry the world hasn't been kind to you and I hope whatever you do you do in full confidence

 

[gonegirl1]

just posting here again hoping anyone else will see this and have some more advice

just posting here again hoping anyone else will see this and have some more advice

Im planning to try partial in a few hours… I probably won't have the courage to go through with it so I may turn to full even though I'm not 100% sure of the resistance of the support I'm using… I just need this to work

 

[MatthieuFrederickW]

I'm with you on the suffocating part, if only there's a way to bypass this naturally, then it'd be so easy to drown lol.

 

[Worndown]

I hope all goes well.

 

[Blue Elephant]

I'm sorry I'm too late to offer advice. I hope you were successful @gonegirl1 .

 

[gonegirl1]

I'm sorry I'm too late to offer advice. I hope you were successful @gonegirl1 .

I didn't go through with it. Any advice will be appreciated :)

 

[Blue Elephant]

I would use a think rope which I would pad with a sock so it doesn't hurt as much.
I would place the rope behind the left ear, opposite of the carotid artery. (The exact placement needs testing).
You already know the right knot to use.
I would tie my hands behind my back so once I'm hanging, there is not much I can do to escape.
I would place blankets around so I wouldn't make noise if I kick something.
I would move the bed a little bit away from the wall, again, to minimize the amount of noise that I'm making.

I would test this arrangement before going through with it.

Did I miss something?
Do you have other questions?

 

[gonegirl1]

Thanks a lot. It really helps.

I do, do you think taking sleeping pills with alcohol may help or just make me

I would use a think rope which I would pad with a sock so it doesn't hurt as much.
I would place the rope behind the left ear, opposite of the carotid artery. (The exact placement needs testing).
You already know the right knot to use.
I would tie my hands behind my back so once I'm hanging, there is not much I can do to escape.
I would place blankets around so I wouldn't make noise if I kick something.
I would move the bed a little bit away from the wall, again, to minimize the amount of noise that I'm making.

I would test this arrangement before going through with it.

Did I miss something?
Do you have other questions?

mess things up?

 

[Blue Elephant]

@gonegirl1 Hmm.. I'm not sure. On one side, keeping a clear(er) head would (hopefully) help with making the right decisions and setting things up properly, on the other side, drinking would (probably) numb the pain.

But I really don't know about this. Other people should share please.

 

[gonegirl1]

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