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RENOX

RENOX

No one cares even if you're dead or alive
Nov 22, 2025
42
In the partial hanging method it says pushing your fingers against the carotid arteries (external carotid arteries) will make you pass out in a few seconds but;

01. I did not pass out
02. The external carotid arteries don't even go to the brain the internal ones does and you can't locate them from your fingers

Is the method wrong? And I just watched a partial hanging video and it was so fucked up and the person definitely felt everything and didn't pass out in seconds.

What should I do? Thinking about placing my neck on the rails for the train to slice maybe
 
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flyingangel

flyingangel

Member
Jun 2, 2026
44
I'm in the same boat as you so I'm considering SN instead
Maybe try less violent methods first than going straight for the train tracks
 
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VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
96
Same here, I can't seem to find the carotids whenever I'm pressing with my fingers or trying with a rope (I only get the pressure feeling I suppose you get when compressing the jugulars). It seems so easy to achieve for some though...
 
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RENOX

No one cares even if you're dead or alive
Nov 22, 2025
42
I'm in the same boat as you so I'm considering SN instead
Maybe try less violent methods first than going straight for the train tracks
Man I need this shit to fucking end.
I don't give a fuck about how traumatized the driver will be or how my body will look after my death.
As long as it's instant it doesn't matter how violent it is, physical pain over visual horror all day
 
flyingangel

flyingangel

Member
Jun 2, 2026
44
Man I need this shit to fucking end.
I don't give a fuck about how traumatized the driver will be or how my body will look after my death.
As long as it's instant it doesn't matter how violent it is, physical pain over visual horror all day
I'm afraid that it WON'T be instant. That's why I'm trying to get ahold of SN rather than jumping. Most anecdotal reports of SN just say they had some nausea and vomiting before passing out quickly, so I don't think it'd be so bad
 
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RENOX

No one cares even if you're dead or alive
Nov 22, 2025
42
I'm afraid that it WON'T be instant. That's why I'm trying to get ahold of SN rather than jumping. Most anecdotal reports of SN just say they had some nausea and vomiting before passing out quickly, so I don't think it'd be so bad
How could it be not instant? I'm not talking about jumping in front of the train, I'm talking about placing the neck directly on the rail tracks so that way I'll just get beheaded by the train.
Wouldn't it be instant?
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
How could it be not instant? I'm not talking about jumping in front of the train, I'm talking about placing the neck directly on the rail tracks so that way I'll just get beheaded by the train.
Wouldn't it be instant?
Do modern train engines have "cow catchers" that push things off of their path? I always wondered about that.
 
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Bitter Almonds

Student
Jan 16, 2026
101
How could it be not instant? I'm not talking about jumping in front of the train, I'm talking about placing the neck directly on the rail tracks so that way I'll just get beheaded by the train.
Wouldn't it be instant?
There's no guarantee you would be beheaded. it could just disfigure you or leave you maimed / paralyzed / vegetative.
 
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LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
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I'm afraid that it WON'T be instant. That's why I'm trying to get ahold of SN rather than jumping. Most anecdotal reports of SN just say they had some nausea and vomiting before passing out quickly, so I don't think it'd be so bad
I've seen a video before of a woman using SN and her death was horrible... I wouldn't call SN peaceful either no offense
 
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DeadnDusted

DeadnDusted

Attendre et espérer
Jun 17, 2026
48
In the partial hanging method it says pushing your fingers against the carotid arteries (external carotid arteries) will make you pass out in a few seconds but;

01. I did not pass out
02. The external carotid arteries don't even go to the brain the internal ones does and you can't locate them from your fingers

Is the method wrong? And I just watched a partial hanging video and it was so fucked up and the person definitely felt everything and didn't pass out in seconds.

What should I do? Thinking about placing my neck on the rails for the train to slice maybe
How horrible was it? Could you provide the link?

Ive seen some where they pass out, thrash unconsciously and that's that
 
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flyingangel

flyingangel

Member
Jun 2, 2026
44
I've seen a video before of a woman using SN and her death was horrible... I wouldn't call SN peaceful either no offense
I'd like to see the video, if that's possible. Most I've seen just include vomiting and passing out
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I'd like to see the video, if that's possible. Most I've seen just include vomiting and passing out
I fear that there is a suffocation element. I've never watched the videos though.
 
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RENOX

No one cares even if you're dead or alive
Nov 22, 2025
42
How horrible was it? Could you provide the link?

Ive seen some where they pass out, thrash unconsciously and that's that
Well actually I don't have the link but I also some other partial hangings and tbh they looked peaceful than the one I mentioned earlier
 

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