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I have 50mg of Valium, and I have never taken benzos before. How soon after taking the Valium should I drink the SN? My plan was to take the SN as soon as I feel the Valium taking effect.

It's finally my last week - I feel a mix of emotions. The relief is still there, but I'm starting to feel slightly scared as my SI is now kicking in. Spent this morning cleaning my apartment, throwing away things, trying to make it easier for the place to be sold after I pass.

I saw my closest friend for the last time yesterday, we got smoothies and just chatted. I felt happier after catching up with her, but the sadness and tearfulness set in afterwards as I thought about how empty my life has been.