Pushing everyone away

[trayansh]

I haven been isolating myself and pushing everyone away, its been a year since I talked to any of my friends or cousins. I loved being with them but after my heartbreak something in me just changed, I have become cold and distant from everyone and it's like I don't care about anything or anyone anymore. Also I will CTB soon so that too.

Isn't it weird? I used to be so fun and outgoing and now I am just walking dead.

 

[almaranthine]

I'm sorry to hear that this breakup affected you so profoundly and psychologically. Have none of your friends or family members reached out to you? Or were you not able to respond because of your mental condition? Being betrayed/having your heart ripped out is an excruciating experience that many can relate to. It's so strange that some people are able to bounce back while others are just permanently altered in a negative way, never to be the same again.

 

[trayansh]

I'm sorry to hear that this breakup affected you so profoundly and psychologically. Have none of your friends or family members reached out to you? Or were you not able to respond because of your mental condition? Being betrayed/having your heart ripped out is an excruciating experience that many can relate to. It's so strange that some people are able to bounce back while others are just permanently altered in a negative way, never to be the same again.

It was the last straw, i set a date for 2025 in 2017 when I couldn't fight my depression and thought I will give myself 8 years and do my best, i met her in 2019 and slowly fell in love but I saw myself getting better and working hard. After the breakup I saw no point in anything because I never wanted to live but when I was with her I felt alive and I felt i could do anything. Friends and family reached out few times but I pushed them away because they don't understand and I don't want to bother them..

 

[Hollowillow]

I haven been isolating myself and pushing everyone away, its been a year since I talked to any of my friends or cousins. I loved being with them but after my heartbreak something in me just changed, I have become cold and distant from everyone and it's like I don't care about anything or anyone anymore. Also I will CTB soon so that too.

Isn't it weird? I used to be so fun and outgoing and now I am just walking dead.

Trauma & shock. Me too

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds painful and hard to deal with what you have had to endure. I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. Your feelings of wanting to avoid people are understandable to me, as people can be tiring and I believe that when you suffer so much it can be difficult to have the energy for anything. I wish you the best.

 

[rangerrabbit]

I'm in a similar situation :( I've been pushing everyone away and it just doesn't feel like they'd understand and the isolation makes it harder to go back. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this

 

[outrider567]

I haven been isolating myself and pushing everyone away, its been a year since I talked to any of my friends or cousins. I loved being with them but after my heartbreak something in me just changed, I have become cold and distant from everyone and it's like I don't care about anything or anyone anymore. Also I will CTB soon so that too.

Isn't it weird? I used to be so fun and outgoing and now I am just walking dead.

Not pushing them away so much, but I indeed feel like I'm one of the walking dead...for this whole year

 

[PJS1995]

Man, this message sounds like me. Except i didn't have a breakup. I'm just worn down by life. At one time I was a good time to be around. Now I have one friend I rarely see, and I don't say much at work. I don't even want to talk to my coworkers. I used to be fun too. I get it. I hate how I am, but I can't help it.