uncat_
aspiring corpse
- Nov 3, 2023
- 108
I decided to keep trying. After a breakdown the other day and talking more with my partner, I'll not be able to go through with anything yet.
The good thing is, though, that things aren't going too bad. I randomly made some candles recently. I just got a bass amplifier (I've been using the aux on my record player for my bass until now—lol), and I don't feel terribly depressed all the time.
It sucks that the main reason I'm alive right now is for other people, but honestly, that's just what it's going to have to be until I stop hating myself so much.
I'm not okay, but I'll be okay.
The good thing is, though, that things aren't going too bad. I randomly made some candles recently. I just got a bass amplifier (I've been using the aux on my record player for my bass until now—lol), and I don't feel terribly depressed all the time.
It sucks that the main reason I'm alive right now is for other people, but honestly, that's just what it's going to have to be until I stop hating myself so much.
I'm not okay, but I'll be okay.
